The power of Twin Flame Love: Moving from Denial and Separation into Union

rumi-quotes-what-you-seek-1024x640As those of you who regularly read my blog know, I have been riding the waves of ascension and reunion for a while now. The metamorphosis which started in 2002 seems to finally be coming to an end. As much as my writings are a lifeline for me, the shifts and challenges have been such that I haven’t been able to post any new material for a while. I am treading on unchartered territory here! Nevertheless, during this time of intense transformation I have been left in no doubt about the importance of surrender and of having faith in the process. Staying surrendered creates miracles – and it definitely has for my Union.

When I started writing this blog almost a year ago as a testimony of love for the man I refer to here as my twin flame as well as a declaration of faith in the twin flame journey, I had no idea how I would navigate the huge changes I saw coming my way. This year however I have felt the hand of fate push me into the direction I had always known I needed to take, reaffirming what I always knew. As a result, guided by events which seemed to come to my aide, I finally left my marriage of eight years; something that was long overdue for reasons completely unrelated to my twin flame. Divorce is never an easy solution and with small children involved even less so. However nothing new is ever birthed without pain.

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One of the most popular questions I receive on my blog is what is going on with my Union – and what happened since the events in my posts Twin Flame reunion: Self-Love as the Key to Illumination (Part 1) and (Part 2). There are many reasons as to why I haven’t shared this part of my journey yet. Firstly, the magnitude of events was such that it required me to take time out, not only to act upon the guidance prompting me to move into the new, but also to allow myself to believe in what I was hearing and seeing from my twin flame. I wanted to keep it close to my heart because of how precious every interaction with him during the past year has been. It is still hard for me to open up about the events of the past months; in particular as it relates to things he has revealed to me and all the long lost dreams and hopes this has reignited in me. Even more so, it has been difficult because it exposes how vulnerable he makes me; how he alone has the power to turn my ultimate dreams into reality – or to crush them, once again.

The thing is; I have been feeling empowered, happy with where I am going and with myself ever since I started practising self-love. Nevertheless, there is no denying that loving me equals loving him. As I open myself up more and more to him, to Love, to our Union, I still find myself at times wishing I had worked more on myself. Although I have surrendered and learnt to control the triggers, remaining in balance is still a challenge. I can only imagine what turmoil he has gone through during this time: after all, how would you feel if your twin flame returned to you after a decade of being married to someone else, just as you had finally made peace with yourself, with your religion and with your wife?

I have come to understand that the twin flame union is a balancing act: not only of the inner masculine and feminine energies but also of the intense energy between the twins. To make it lasting requires the unwavering, eyes-wide-open participation of both twins. Both must trust that everything happens for a reason and according to divine timing. One twin simply cannot force the other into Union – even though the progress one twin makes on their spiritual path is often quickly replicated by the other. The only real tool that we have for making our Union happen is our own spiritual growth. Union only comes at the end of the process – and cements itself into the physical when both twins have reached a level of spiritual and emotional maturity and CHOOSE to step up as co-creators.

Since I reconnected with my twin last year, I have kept “eyes on my paper”, enduring long silences, doing my best to allow his conflicting messages about our past, present and future without judgement, demands or expectations, preferring to trust my deep inner knowing about where things are headed for us. I have stopped trying to give him all the answers, or even thinking that I have them. I want him to feel empowered and not give his power away to anyone, not even me. I prefer to allow the cosmic laws to operate in their own timing, trusting the journey and staying concentrated on bringing forth what is REAL for me. Amazingly, this seems to then, in its own time, allow my reality to reorganise and manifest itself in the most perfect ways.life-is-an-echo

As I share a little more of my story, you must understand that what has happened in my Union is nothing short of a miracle; something only this divine, transformative love with its endless creative potential can give birth to. Last time my twin flame opened up about his feelings for me almost a decade ago, he denied that we had any soulmate/partner/wife love chemistry whatsoever and told me how he had never ever pictured me as a potential girlfriend, wife, or the other half, including the moments he caressed me, kissed me or made love to me. He also told me that the physical side of the relationship had been a bonus and a “different kind of a physical communication and nourishment”, insisting that this was how he had felt from day one – and how difficult it had always been to make me understand this. He also believed I had expectations and was trying to make him to be something he did not want to be. Our wonderful time together hadn’t been a game play or a lie, he said, however it was only ever meant to be a temporary thing and our reunion, as passionate and emotional as it had been, had been a “mistake”.

I don’t think anyone can call me delusional for not believing a word he said. After all, this was the man who from the first time he laid his eyes on me pursued me endlessly, and with whom I passionately reunited with three years later. He was also the man who always made it clear to me that our connection and the feelings I ignited in him were not only special, overwhelming and eternal, but unlike anything he had ever known with anyone else. During times together and apart we shared many metaphysical, telepathic, synchronistic and energetic events. Even in his attempts to friend-zone me he CONSTANTLY crossed the line, even when I asked him not to and sincerely offered my friendship and acceptance of his choice to remain married. We were forever floating between him ignoring me – and then flirting, sharing wonderful moments and deep, spiritual conversations with promises of things to come. And although he reassured me of our special friendship, “filled with caring & sharing,” he constantly failed to be just that; a friend.

What he didn’t understand was that I was not expecting a romantic relationship out of him; I had known from the start that what we chose to be to each other in this life could never change the fact that we are One. What I wanted was to have a chance to be what we already were, without calibration, dilemmas or him shutting me out because he wasnt’t able to handle his feelings for me. In my mind, the field of possibilities of what we could be was – and still is – so vast.

As you can imagine, I was heartbroken and angry when he told me this. I was beyond the point of caring: the emotional price had become too much to pay. I understood that for him to feel the real power of the connection and our love, I had to allow him the time and space to feel it without my interference. After all, if he really thought the connection was temporary and I was trying to force it, then what better way for him to see clearly than with me long gone, no longer a part of his life, yet with the connection persisting and with his feelings for me not only remaining but growing, bringing him ever closer to Love, to Source, to himself, to me.

Certainly if I trusted what I knew already back then, he would one day see the light yet I had no way of knowing if it would be in this lifetime. It took every bit of my strength to let go of my dearest dream of having a life – or even a friendship – with him but I did it, putting all my faith into knowing that I would be with him again if and when it was meant to be. When I met my husband and started a family, I didn’t think I would ever get the opportunity to be with him again in this lifetime.

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After he broke his five month long silence with his email telling me about the overwhelming emotions and nostalgia my words had ignited in him, he disappeared again. His words unleashed so many thoughts and feelings in me that I wrote at length about integrity, moral dilemmas, marriage and surrender, intending to share it all with him – until I realised this too was a pattern I needed to break. Previously every time I sought to connect with him I would bombard him with deep, spiritual emails, high on love – after all, I am a writer! However I didn’t wish to overwhelm him anymore, or to make him feel like he could never adequately reply to me. Instead, since he had mentioned his surrender, I decided to share with him my own personal journey into surrender and the realisations it brought regarding our beautiful connection.

Even though I wasn’t hearing from him, the deepest sense of serenity, of guidance, of being closer than ever to him and to Source, came over me. I knew something big was happening. I felt the celestial magnets being switched on again: this wasn’t the first time I had experienced this painfully exquisite pull to him, however this time it came with clarity about the deeper purpose behind the connection which not only returns the twins to each other but also to Source. I was absolutely certain he was feeling the pull too – and in deed, months later he told me he thought God was drawing us to each other.

Two weeks or so after I wrote to him describing my journey into surrender he finally sought me online late one night. He apologised for his long absence and said that he had been truly very happy that I was writing again and how the repetition and succession of my emails had been a blessing. He spoke of his frustration of not being able to find the words to respond to me or to encourage me to write more. He had wanted me to think about what I wrote and had wanted to “allow himself to believe in it”. Remaining silent to avoid or postpone facing his demons would only ever lead him down the path of mediocrity, he said, and instead he wanted to build something lasting and real. He also revealed that he had been preparing for our discussion by covering the subject I might be talking about from every possible angle, yet deep down he was still expecting me to “uncover unexpected angles”. believe

That night, for the first time in almost a decade, we chatted. Mostly it was about God and surrender, but also about our marriages, our connection and his conversion to Islam. His first question; “So, where are you in your spiritual journey?” set the tone of the conversation. He also right away asked about my marriage and how things were. I knew with my husband we were headed for separation but I didn’t want to put any pressure on my twin flame to feel like I was expecting him to do the same so I avoided the subject, telling him simply that things were difficult with my husband being away so much.

He told me he had relished in all my emails and told me how amazed he was at me; we seemed to be feeling, thinking and experiencing all the same things. Even the triggers and fears that had prompted his growth and realisations were mostly the same as mine – and seemed to have happened pretty much simultaneously. We were so in alignment that he asked me whether I had become a Muslim too. He suggested we had reached a level of spiritual and emotional maturity at the same time and asked me if I didn’t mind him “testing me” without me thinking that he was trying to be argumentative, as he “wanted to be sure”.

He told me that he cares for me and wants me to be the best I can be, and more importantly accepts me just the way I am. “You are perfect to me”, he said. He spoke about being a truly changed man through his surrender to God, and how he had finally found peace. He told me that he still struggles with his fears, mortality and imperfections every day but also that the deeper he goes into surrender, the more empowered he feels. I was blown away by the accuracy of my guidance – this was what I had always known would happen.

He told me that if he was to pursue a life partner this would be in alignment with what God wants: a “realistic love and affection that would allow both of us to fulfil our purpose in life for the love and pleasure of God”. This partnership, he said, would be serious, binding and REAL with no ifs, buts, doubts… and all the way. He also spoke of the “complementary polarity” which we share and which I had so beautifully described in my emails, and quoted a verse from the Quran speaking about the love and affection God has placed between a husband and wife. With surrender and the shifting reality, he said, even the idea of twin flames and their return to Source had become a “reality”, instead of a delusion. He spoke about patience (Sabr), and about preparation, which he said this was all part of.

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Clearly from what he was telling me there were feelings and something was pushing him into being vulnerable with me again, but he also told me we should not just let ourselves go with our whims & desires; in fact, he would not be encouraging a romantic or sexual relationship as long as he was still a married man. I fully agreed with him: the last thing I was looking for was an affair; however the way he worded his sentence made me think there might be a time in the future where he would no longer be a married man; that is, until he told me he was looking forward to spending the “rest of his life” with his wife. Naturally, I asked him to be clear with me since I had no interest in interfering with his decisions or his marriage. His happiness and surrender meant the world to me; I didn’t want to disturb his newfound peace and serenity. I only wanted to have a real friendship, if nothing else, with him and I did not want to lose him again.

He asked me not to stop and that with my prayers he might acquire the “true vision”. He said that after all, it is only through intense fire that the transformation of metal into gold can ever happen and told me to bring on the flames. He was speaking alchemy – and as any bona fide twin flame knows, alchemy, “the seemingly magical process of transformation, creation and combination” is exactly what takes place for the twin flame coupling. In my heart I was convinced: he knew and he had always known. To add to the confusion later on in the conversation he alluded to the divine revelations I had been getting about us and told me that if they were in fact true, he would divorce his wife and be like me. He reassured me that he wasn’t trying to be sarcastic but that he truly wanted me to think about it and to enlighten him.

For me, the entire conversation that night reflected his internal conflict about whether he really believed that love like this could exist between humans. As much as he alluded to my “pie in the sky” unrealistic ideal of love, and suggested that maybe I was going through a temporary crisis in my marriage and that I had perhaps “only recently woken up”, he also spoke of his admiration of me for being a “true seeker” and for holding the divine secret; and for having always been able to reach the “realm of the sublime and divine”. He asked me if I would share “my amazing connection” with him. On the other hand, he had worked out the statistics on our time together to demonstrate that it really wasn’t that long at all – as if time meant anything for our connection.

More importantly, after all these years he told me that he had always loved me and had never ceased to love me, or to have affection for me. He had never forgotten me in his thoughts and prayers. And the chemistry, which he had insisted was “non-existant” between us, had of course always been there, however he had dismissed the connection as “temporary” as he was not able to discern between sexual and spiritual chemistry at the time. He believed God sent me to him and vice versa, to challenge us, to expand us and guide us to his path, to his truth, to our eternal life & salvation, to peace and serenity. This, he said, reminds us how fragile we are but at the same token, empowers us to what is our purpose in life. God willing, if we both prayed for it, he said, then God would lead us to it.

That night we talked for over 8 hours straight until I had to leave for work the following morning. Although he signed off lovingly, telling me he wanted to speak to me again soon to find out more about my situation, he disappeared for another couple of months. My head was left spinning with what he said, the love that I felt, the hidden meanings, his conflict, whether I was misinterpreting what he said and the changes I would have to make in my life to follow this path. I knew I was exposing myself to heartache. Yet I was reassured from within: give me time; be patient, this is all for the purpose of our Union.

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103 Responses to The power of Twin Flame Love: Moving from Denial and Separation into Union

  1. Hadassah says:

    You absolutely give me life!……I have been waiting in anticipation for your next writing installments about your union, but from this I completely understand why you had to take time off. God will indeed lead you….Just trust in Him……This indeed is a sacred union.

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    • doucejonna says:

      What a beautiful comment Hadassah. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for this. Like you say, I do look to God (and Him only) for guidance. Somewhere along my journey I understood that I must follow Him – instead of watching what my twin flame is or isn’t doing. This lead me to peace and to the certitude that I am being protected. When our twin flame does the same – this is where both are lead into sacred union. We cannot depend on each other; we must only depend on God for only He is the Source of such magnificent Love.
      Blessings to you on your path.

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      • Giorgio says:

        Well, doucejonna,
        You are so right. I am at that stage and that is what a lot of people say who have experienced this journey’s ups and downs, the pain and the suffering, the ecstasy and the amazing joy.

        I say this all the time. This was passed on to me by one very special person who is a psychic and she is wonderful. It keeps me happy and hopeful as well, it reminds me and keeps me in touch with the mystical and miracle ways that God operates with.This is how it goes to all of you –
        ‘My Twin Flame is a being of Violet Fire”
        “My Twin Flame is the purity of Gods’s desire”
        They are all words, Yet to me they all lead to God. Pray with anything that exults our only master. God has every key that we need to achieve eternal life. We ask to be given and I ask that My Twin will come to be part of me, so both of us can rejoice in God and with God. After all, she is My Twin, You all have your Twins as well as I do.

        I could not go to God without her, I don’t wish to and if I am right and I believe that God is merciful, than, it will be that I will not meet this beautiful copy of My soul and Twin for just the sake of it. It has done a lot of things to me and I am happy with the progress. My Twin is the most potent Love I have EVER EVER HAD.
        I thank God for it, for My Twin brings out in me all that I am. We are so much like each other, yet we look and do not need to talk about anything to agree. We just flow. We have this Violet fire that burns and at the moment she is doing what she needs to. She is hurting, but I know that there are lessons for both of US to learn. I am, that is for certain.

        I can LOVE her more, understand her and appreciate her more than anything with the fullest of passion within my heart and soul.
        I always told her ” I JUST SIMPLY ADORE YOU”. “I LOVE YOU, SO MUCH.”

        Her eyes use to glaze up with passion. They say that:
        “When two people kiss, they close there eyes because it is impossible to measure the immeasurable” yet, I wrote this and added to it and said: ” Yes I do close my eyes, but on the occasions that I did open my eyes I would ask My Twin to open hers, and she would whisper, ‘I can’t’ and I would insist. Then, as she makes her best effort to please me, I would whisper to her that I adored her. Her Glazed eyes would show me how infinite her love for US was. Deep and limitless as the looks of her expression was as silent as the vastness of the sea, the earth and the whole of the universe together and much more. It reached the heavens and then, I would lose her love’s insight into eternity.”
        So, my friends there is no limit to our love for our Twins for it stems form God and it goes back to God. It is constant, continuous and everlasting. It is eternal.

        Pray and be happy. We are very, very lucky to be where we are. If we pray for eternity we also will achieve it through our unconditional love as we believe in God’s beauty.

        Our happiness has a projection to our Twin, see it and imagine it getting stronger, for as I say again, there is no limit to our love, it is unconditional. Talk to your Twin and Love them just like, when a mother looks at her child asleep and admires her part creation that came from God, through her, to her. Yet the child is asleep and can still hear her words within. They will resonate and rest as love is transferred into a cocoon that is the biggest bond we can ever have.
        Just like our Twin can and will and ALL will DO. Don’t ever underestimate our powers through our creator. He is infinite just like his love.

        Giorgio xxx

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      • Julie says:

        It was a lovely story, thank you for sharing this. Wondering if this has a happy ever after ending? I feel like your yearning for him comes from your own inner need to heal you masculine energy and that is why he keeps appearing in your life but it isn’t permanent. Once this is balanced it will then be able to work. Reminds me of the story of Cupid and Psyche. All the best!

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    • Giorgio says:

      Hadassah

      I love your words. I could not agree with you more. Trusting and believing is what has brought me to my spiritual being of “Now”.

      God is mercy foul and God knows everything that was, is and will be.
      So, yes I see and recognise your words and spirituality. I have never ever before felt so much harmony within to just let go and trust in God to accept what God has in store for me.
      If t s God’s wish that I have my reunion then, my Twin and I will be reunited once and for all.

      I submit my soul to God to do as he pleases. After all, I look at this as inevitable but I will wait as the carpet unfolds. Life can change from one moment to the next with incredible disbelief of the events that we could not even imagine .

      Believe in faith to see our fate”.
      Thank you
      Giorgio xxxx

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  2. vita says:

    I cannot utter my gratitude, i’ve been so much crying out of relief to read all of your sharings and it’s touched me deeply, I have more uncoditional love that is almost as if nothing bother me only if he is doing what he is happy with, but I am unfortunately often feel that he is missing me and his depression, every day, all the time, and it hold me back from my own life, as I surrended already. Maybe it is all important, cause I am forced to chatt with him in my mind on things I would not really want, as they are deep and painfull. He knows I wish him the best, but he cannot let me go, maybe he is afraid of losing me when he does, of course it’s scary but he cannot lose me. It is so hard at times, I cannot even let go cause I feel for him, so clearly as if it would be mine feelings, but I know they not, cause it comes in such not prepared mood, and I felt entirely different at the moment. I am so thankful for You are writing and sharing your expirience, I would not know what to do, now I am so much calmer, so much more relying on this love. And of course trying to give him the place he has in my heart, as I feel sometimes delusional and alone with out there. Thank you ❤

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    • vita says:

      It would only affect or scare others with hopes on twin flame, I mean they dont know what it is and want attachment or all bliss but it’s a hardest work to break competely apart and surrender to whatever. 😦

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      • Giorgio says:

        There is nothing to Surrender to really as Twins I don t believe are ever totally apart, in body yes but in spirit, No . There is another way that I personally look at, which is this: if we really believe in our deepest feelings of love, that is so profound and unconditional, we should feel at peace within the umbrella that God creates for us. God is the infinite entity that we should find our most personal gratified place of peace. If it is God’s will and God is our creator that knows ‘All’ I feel that I can trust nothing else, not even my own mixed and disturbing mind that plays around with my reason sometimes.

        I feel that I have let go, yes I have the desire and I feel that I want my Twin to be with me so much. However, if it is Not time yet, or even if she will Not ever be ready for US to reunion, I have conceded that I am at peace with my God. I cuddle his love to find comfort and in my pain, I cry and pray to my God that he stays beside me as I walk along my path. I ask my God of such eternal love for all that he has created, that he will grant US reunion if it is God’s wish, Not mine.

        God knows All that is right and proper. God knows all that I need to have to go and be ready to spend my eternal life with. God recognizes our path, as individuals and as Twins. Yes, I wish what I desire so profoundly, but I am Not God , so I cannot see what the future holds for US as Twins.

        I feel though, that if I continue with my prayers, I will achieve at least two things.

        One is that I am kind to myself, with self love that I confide and trust my God in all this. Letting my God feel and recognise that my work is recognising my main objective in this which is, my investment in my own Spirituality which in turn helps my Twin connect with God. My Twin will feel all that I am doing, even if they are not consciously aware but subconsciously in tune. We as Twins must share the work and I don’t mind creating a channel of communication for her to our God. In unconditional love there is no tug of who and how much oNe does for the other. I always said to my Twin before she ran with fear, that there will be no give and take. We should just give for, in giving her I am getting the utmost of pleasure to see her happy and content which in turn makes me feel as if I am in heaven. Her looks were full of so much love, so much desire to be with me. I don t want to think about the contradictions from her own words. Things that I have read on this site are amazingly the same not similar but surprisingly the same. What is happening is certainly not a coincidence. It is real. Nothing will convince me otherwise . I have NO doubt, this is made possible by our God.

        Secondly, if God sees that I as a human minded entity, with my imperfections as I am trying to grasp all this through my broken heart, I try my best to ask him to help me see the right path along my journey. I ask for his guidance, I ask for him to guide me and give me signs that will encourage me to stay on track and not let me contact her until she does. I promised to let her go.

        She asked me to let her go, and as I did tell her to go, I told her with a broken heart, that I would go through fire for her. She told me that she did not want me to go through fire for her, but to give her time. Whether she meant that she will never see me again or not, that I leave up to my God to guide me through that. I am committed to the end. Until my last breath on this planet within this existence. I have never been so sure of what I am doing.

        My God has instilled in me this inner strength that I do not know myself where it has come from. I desire no one and I want no oNe else. For eight years my Twin and I had a beautiful relationship, but when I put pressure on her to commit to US, she ran. It was stupid now thinking what I have done and how I have done it, but the reality, NONE of us can force the reunion. We must give our Twin time and space so they can mature and experience their own wishes . Learn their own ropes of this spiritual journey through the hard lessons of this materialistic life. We have no right to judge them as much as we have the right to do what we need to do ourselves. No other person who has not met their Twin can understand my love for her. I have no one to talk to about it really as when I did, they look at me with disbelief. I felt they say to themselves that I must be loosing it. I use to go away thinking that they don t and cannot understand my love for her. Then I realise that, no one really cares how I feel as it does not effect them and frankly, they have not experienced such unconditional love as I have. So I am lucky and I have experienced God filled unconditional love, with my own Twin Flame.
        How lucky am I.!

        So my beautiful friend, I share with you my thoughts with your own in my mind as well and advise you to hold on to your prayers and your self love to develop yourself, so when the time comes, if it does, and when it dies, that you are ready to connect with Your Twin through God. May you have every moment of every moment with your then “Mature Twin”as you both unite under God’s banner, be the most angelic time for all eternity.

        I asked my Twin that if she never comes back, I would like her to put a Rose on my grave when I pass away. Yes it s a worldly thought but I also believe that she is with me always and I with her in spirit. God is our connection, as I want nothing more than to be with her in eternity. My worldly body would love to be with her in every way conceivable , in every way that sends me into the most loving ecstasy of unconditional love . She could do no wrong in my eyes because she needs to learn what she needs to experience. But as sure as I am writing this to you, I love my beautiful Twin Flame with a love that even I cannot see the limits of. It is incomprehensible and there is nothing that I would wish more than to be with her. In saying that, my ultimate wish is to be spiritually connected together with our creator. I pray and I confide to my God that knows all about US both, our thoughts, wishes and dreams. Above all God also knows what
        next, we don ‘t. I live day by day writing my second book. I also meditate to connect with her spirit and kiss her and pray for her that she is happy and will be happy always. Yes, being a man of amazing passion, just like my Twin is, I cry a little nowadays with thanks to our God for giving us the opportunity to have been with her . We have known our connection for twenty seven years now, put of those an eight year relationship before she ran off to experience more about life, as I said .

        May your journey be rewarding through God and reunion be a blessing for you, God willing. We would not want it any different, when both Twins are ready, then I wish for reunion, for I would not want to seperate again. The pain is too hard but my love resides in her soul as well. God is what makes it worth while, he unites me with her in spirit. What he has planned For US, as I said, I don t know. I just pray for her and go about my own journey, so I can mature to be non judgemental and learn to forgive and love her unconditionally more and more as we grow in spirit and enjoy our life. My wish is God’s wish as I try to soften my pain through detachment with this world but connect spiritually with my God to find refuge and love in peace.

        Gracefully and with admiration
        Giorgio xx

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    • doucejonna says:

      Thank you Vita for your beautiful, deep comments. I am truly grateful for being able to tell my story and for you to find resonance in it. You are certainly not alone. I too have gone through my moments of feeling insane, delusional etc but if in your heart you know THIS IS IT, then keep working on yourself and on discovering what brings you joy. Love, Jonna

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      • Nada says:

        Hello. Thank you so much for your enlightning post. It is a while since i began to read about twin flames. I’m deeply in love with a man and he is also. When i read the twin flame signs, i just recognize what is between us, but im just scared that maybe it is an illusion or he is a false twin flame..just to be a pretext for me to continue in this. I’ve never been in lovw before, just one time in school but i was teenage love..so nothing serious. Before meeting him, i had a clear idea and vision in my head of the love of my life. I had daydreams about what he would look like, physically and mentally. When i met this person, two years ago now, at first, i did not recognize it was him but i was attached to him so quicly, it all happened in two weeks. I felt a stragne feeling that this person is special and that he was really close to the vision i had. We met in a way aslo that was unplanned yet i had this idea of where i would to meet my other half, and it was the same of the vision i had. He told that he likes me and that he wishes to spend more time with me. I was reserved at the time so i kept pushing him away at the beginning. After a while, he disappeared again, he woukd show up and disappear. I knew deep down that he loved me, although he did not say it. We stayed like that a year. I myself was not sure of my feelings towards him. I was lost, it was the first time i fell in love. During this year, we kept running and chasing. And i would feel what he was about to say befoee he would actually say it. One time, before he would confess his love to me, as i used to imagine our future cpnversations in my head, that he would ask me about what i think about him: days later, he did. That happened many times before. Then, he confessed his love for me via texting. At this time i was traveling to study abroad so we couldn’t see each other for a year. The day he told me i love you, i cried. Not out of joy, but till now i don’t know the reason. As if it was something from deep down my soul. I was scared also, and as if i was sick. I was feel that way when he tells me anything romantic. The problem between us is that im kind of religious practice wise; i wear the islamic scarf, i pray, i dont drink, i do have sex out of marriage etc..he is the opposite. Im not judging at all. At the time time, we have the same passion: cinema. He is a film director (his actual job) and im a screenwriter (passion i had discovered when i met him, as we worked together on my first screenplay i had written and it was not meant to be serious) . Even if weare different and have different lifestyles, we are so close in many other things, we both want to live a meaningful life, a life of purpose. But, he disappointed me many times, i feel that he loves me when he wants to and disappears other times. He told me before i was not ready for a relationship but i feel his strong love for me. He would text and then disappear, for a few days and then i would question things and then let him go. We would argue on stupid things. Actually we did not last together as a normal relationship. Me too i was scared and always confused because of the differences we had and i was scarwd to commit sins, i was scared that he would be a kind of a playboy who plays with my feelings, or a guy who woukd just want sex. And he was awkward and that made me doubt a lot. He asked me to behis girlfriend, he asked me to marry him like 3 times till now. But i know he is not ready or it. Neithe am i. I decided to let go of him in april 2015 after he came to the place where i lived for studying for a week and he did not manage to see me. I was so angry and sad and frustrated. So i decided to cut all ties. This lasted till september 2015, when i came back from abroad i contacted him, even though i was hesistant to open up all this pain again. I missed him and i needed him. He told me im in love with u still. At first, i’ve decided that we wpuld be just friends, but of course that did not work. And now, im the one texting him and chasing him. I told me i still love him and that in want us to try to be together again. But he did not reply, as he is busy with work these days. But i told him i was tired of this, tired of waiting and being confused all the time. I love him, and i want him. I always have a feeling that we beling to each ohter and that a time will come when we will be ready to be together. I have this inner feeling that even if now it seems impossible, i know that God is preparing our reunion. I pray that god guides him and bring him back to me. Since i met him, i changed, there is chaos in my life, in a good way in my view. I started to take care of my body, i feel that im more beautiful. Many thingsi opened my heart to love. I discovered my passion that will be a big part of my life and that will bring me back to him. I feel that with him i can be the person i am in real, i can be the person that lives inside me but is not out. I totally accept his flaws and weaknesses. He had a difficult past, he lives alone and he is independant despite his young age, 23. He is a rebel in every way. As an opposite, im the good angel girl who does it alll perfect, who doesnt break rules who is always rational. I can see a part of me in him, and he as well has a part of me in him. I have family and rules, he has independance and wilderness. When i saw him, i felt as if i have found what was looking for, as if he is not real even physically. He told me once, i love you too much to an extent and dont know how to love you. But everytime we try to make it work together, it just doesnt for some reason.
        Now, my question is: is he my twin flame or im just imaginig things? It is just an unhealthy relationship? Im in constant pain, and tired of thinking. I feel him and i know he cares even if he doesnt show it. We had never the chance to talk face to face about alll this. Or maybe we are just not ready to talk about it. I dont k ow what to do or waht to believe…i hope u can help me

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    • Giorgio says:

      Stay strong. Love and believe . Breath and ask the creator to give you what he has planned for you not what you want. It is what is. Believe and ask. It is angelic not worldly first. It is amazingly powerful beyond comprehension.

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  3. Flowing says:

    I really thank you for sharing this text.
    I just stumble over your blog some days ago and I was so happy to read about someone who has made the same experiences than I do. Things always come to you at the right time… after 14 years of my own twinflame history during which I was alone and sometimes near to loosing my mind, I could now just cry and laugh to have red about somebody, who has gone to this process also for such a long time. It seems that we are at the same points of our journey at the moment 🙂
    I often felt this longing for “my home” and projected this on my twin. Now, after all these years, I finally found it in me. And it seemed like he has just waited for this because now he is coming home, too.
    My best blessings to you.

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  4. kymber6 says:

    Hi there, my spiritual journey started in 2014 in the I experienced a Dark Night of the Soul after many traumatic experiences including one with a karmic partner. When I went through this, my faith was tested immensely. I had never really believed in anything because I thought I had a curse on me. Enter a man I beleive I have a soul connection with. It was beautiful at the beginning, but then somehow it was all taken away from me and set me back to my past history. He is in my life again, through upkept email contact, and a couple of visits to his job after not seeing him for 7 months. Its already been a year I can’t believe it, but I’m trying g to beleive that I, and we, are protected in a non damaging way. Our interactions have sometimes brought up some negative times, but the in person dynamic is very comforting. I hope to reach a point like you have when I beleive in God and have faith in him again. Thank you for giving me hope.

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    • Giorgio says:

      Kymber6
      You are a beautiful person and very lucky. Work with him spiritually and connect with God together. Spiritually as you will discover how related you are in the most exhilarating ways. Do as many things as you can together. No fear instil confidence in him so he will in yourself. Make sure you try and keep the balance, you will know how. Guidance comes as well as intuition but try not to judge instead be observant and supportive . If you feel jealous a little try and work through it with him and always be honest of how you feel and think. Open with no boarders as this is the most beautiful foundations you can both have towards one another and together. Think spiritually as much as you think possible. Stay strong and let your spirit guide you towards the light that you both share together. It will only gain momentum and gets stronger in love.

      Unconditional Ove and forgiveness are for the strong and mature.
      Giorgio xx

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      • kymber6 says:

        Thank you. But he doesnt want to spend time with me or talk about anything pertaining to us. We had a fall the other night and I have decided to contact him anymore. He said ” everything is fine” between us but its NOT in my mind and it has to stop. The amount of chasing I’ve done is scaring me now. I hate to sound negative on such a nice story post like this, but my journey started off beautifully, but has turned into the same old ego game with him and its been a year. He lives a double life and is not authentic. I worry about myself and my future.

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      • doucejonna says:

        Kymber6, thank you for taking the time to comment on my blog. I can completely resonate with your comment and your experience. In fact, after a middle of the night chat with my twin a few nights ago I also wanted to tell him not to contact me anymore. Things can flip so fast! I don’t think either one of us understood how the conversion took the turn that it took… But In the end, despite the triggering, I stayed in balance, in the knowing of my heart… and he did a pretty good job too… You see, the journey with our twin flame is an unpredictable one and there are no guarantees. Sometimes, like in my case, we spend months and months getting closer again, sharing intimate dreams and offering hope and healing, and then something is triggered and we or they project a whole bunch of their own stuff on us… We must learn to discern the difference. My twin doesn’t know what he wants; he’s told me this. He literally tells me that he cannot follow his heart but has to lead with his mind in a life made of yesterdays. Yet I know from what we share, from our REAL conversations and feelings that he loves me – he not only tells me but shows me. He is the only person in this world that I can act out with, be silly with, pour my heart out, stay in silence for years with – yet I know that he will always take me back with open arms. I know he wants what is best for me and he accepts me for who I am, as crazy as I may have acted in the past or will act in the future, and I know that somewhere in his heart is a place where we are ONE. He is just choosing a different reality for himself at the moment. He is still work in progress, as am i.
        On this journey the only thing that we are in control is how we act, feel and manage this connection from aide. All we can do as the “aware ones” is to try and maintain our balance and know that the fears and guilt they project on us are not ours. We must love them, no matter what choices they make. They love us too, regardless of their choices. Have no doubt about that.
        As magical and magnificent as my journey and reconnection with my twin is, we too are at risk of falling back into the old ego games. It is always a risk. There is no secret key to make it completely go away. But to move onto the next stage is to be able to stay centered in the love that we have for each other, and to correct and realign ourselves as soon as we realise we have strayed. We are not here to judge our twin or their choices, it’s their right to live as they wish and it is for a purpose – for their soul growth and enlightenment. We are not in control. All we can do is to show them what true love is. They know it is with us. Don’t give him the opportunity to doubt that because he would so much like to : it would give him the justification he needs to remain in his unhappy situation and to believe that he is not worthy of love. Rather, love him unconditionally with a love that neither you or he can understand and show him that this love is here to stay. Even when he shows you his “ugly side”. Learn to dance with his demons as he dances with yours.
        All my blessings to you on your path. I am here for you and I understand, as does Georgio & many many others. Love, 💜💜 Jonna

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      • Giorgio says:

        This for doucejonna with thanks and for all of us on this united site –

        ” whatever happens, we must as a collective group grow and join together to project our spiritual energy, to Connect with out Twin Flame. I use to do (and still do on my own) meditation with about thirty martial artists black belts and lower belts but, all loved life. We use to invite a Yogi to run the meditation with us. Our master was of the belief that a united and togetherness session of mediation had an even greater force to go through the karmic and cosmic universal energy. Take a moment twice a day at least, where we think to connect with our Twin Flame to send them PURE UNCONDITIONAL LOVE.
        Concentrate that I allow you all my energy to support our cause. Direct your energy with and through your heart, and touch their heart through God. Project your energies first through the Triangle of the Holy Spirit and Jesus and God that all three form our creator. Believe me, it does work. We cannot have as human souls, a better cause than to affirm our Holy souls to our creator who created us. God split our soul, making a copy, a sheet of the original soul from, to create our other better half.
        We cannot possibly go wrong. It is beyond any humanly physical wish. Pray that our Twin stays healthy and graceful as well as follows the wishes of our creator to reach eternity with US. Both Of us must unite before we reach the doors of heaven. I wrote today in my second book,
        “My Twin whom I adore, I await for her reunion. However, if it is not meant to take place on these green pastures of this cosmic journey of this planet, and that our souls will not reunite as I wish, let it be what my God desires. Let our God of benevolence be the path that I am to follow his direction, in order to reach the doors of eternity. I will wait for my Twin, at those doors with open arms and unconditional love for her. A love that only our creator can fully understand.
        “I will be waiting for you my beautiful most revered Twin Flame with Violet fire, For with you I will love nothing better than to walk down the isle of eternity. We can go into the place called heaven, to serve God, beside him united. So grow my my partner in all senses of your soul, of our holy creation, it is the way, it is the power of our “I AM THAT I AM” .
        God will embrace our sacrifice of our pain and our materialistic and physical illusion, supposedly to be pleasures, that are no where as spiritual or rewarding for as our soul’s purification. Our journey is a very special one, all Twin Flames go through this karmic journey that is only understood by a Twin Flame, through a spiritual manifestation and reincarnation of our souls. Our energy of meditative spiritual projection will transmit to our Twins soul and inner most within a 5th Dimension.
        Doubt Not, but feel our heart that is so potent, that through God, it will be embraced and it will travel through the God’s heavens. Approved by God as it is in his image to unconditionally love. Our wishes are the same; to let go and grasp what our God’s wishes are. If we can help our Twin to rejoice with us with a Spiritually pure Soul, how majestic is it that we endure suffering with sacrifice in choosing to give up, what most consider to be worldly pleasures, up for the purification of our Twin’s soul. There is no greater love than to suffer for someone else’s physical or spiritual wellbeing. Still I believe God has a plan for us, so I have faith in him.
        Julia’s Caesar said ” It is easier to find men who will volunteer to die, than to find those who are willing to endure pain with patience.”
        “What we wish, we readily believe, and what we ourselves think, we imagine others think also” Julia’s Caesar
        The universal power within is beyond our comprehension, but not beyond trying and our self belief. “Just like loving someone, we don t need to understand them, we just need to love them” I live by this, although I have made some very detrimental mistakes.
        Follow Julius Caesar’s advice and example, who died after suffering to make a better world for others. He suffered seven years of battle and helped create what we know today as the senate in governments around places in the world. He eventually got murdered like Kennedy and Lincoln. What I mean is this, if you can recognise my thoughts. “We have a good cause in doing what we believe in.” Yes..?
        Food for taught. Xxx
        Love, Harmony and Belief xxx
        Giorgio xxx

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      • Giorgio says:

        Please All of Us

        I wish to say this as I am feeling my Twin’s pain and Running. We must understand that they are our mirror image.

        I suggest that you look into this before you decide to do any hasty decisions. You doubt, Don’t. We must all remember that this is how it works.
        If you meet someone else than go for it and have a go at your New relationship if you doubt what is going on.
        However, if you wish to know the truth of your views about what The Twin Flame reality is, I purchased this book by Kathleen’s eBook.
        Look this up first and as I have been writing things from My Twin’s and my own experience I have opted to have a look at what Kathleen’s had to say.
        I agree with a lot of things she is saying but Kathleen has had her reunion with her Twin Flame. So, If you are going to give up on your Twin Flame you are giving up on your own spiritual growth.

        They are our inner image and the image that we would never want to show anyone else to see. Our Twin Flame knows, they feel everything and they are nt nude but naked totally and they will run and hide and yes, Lie to themselves in denial.
        Obsessed, NO NO NO, They are scared of themselves as we are their image. For goodness sake we must surrender. Surrender our spirit to God. Then, I am guaranteeing US that if we don’t unite with our Twin there would be a sign of some sort that God will not abandon us.
        I don’t know about you guys, but I adore My Twin Flame and I am happy to spend the rest of my life doing and working on my journey Path on my own if need be.
        No ONE ELSE CAN SATISFY ME TO EVEN BE WITH TO HUG AND KISS ET ALONE MAKE LOVE TO THEM.

        WEIRD, PERHAPS BUT WE ALL HAVE CHOICES.
        I want only the best for my Twin because if they are my Twin and I get to spend the last moment of my life with them before I die, ho my God, would that Not be all I need.. Just to whisper to her that I love her beyond comprehension would be all God’s gift to me. I will tell her that I will be waiting for her at the doors of heaven.
        I am so in love with her that she could do no wrong. She as run and could not even face me. I understand her and I feel no resentment, on the contrary I know that id I change my attitude and continue to love her as I do, God will reward US, as I know that to love is in God’s image.

        She is married and she does what she needs to do to grow and be happy. I meditate and I feel her energy. I could not breath sometimes with all that is going on and my connection with her.
        If we grow and face our demons so will they. I don’t know what to sy to you guys but I think I am very clear about how I fee. You don’t need to feel what I do, but I am certain about things. I even tried to date others and I could not. It does not work, as the universe will guide you to a path of spirituality and total surrender. Yes it is lonely but what are we / you all seeking?????

        Unconditional love…? I have found my Twin and she is the end of the line fr me but she has also shown me that through our separation, I have come very close to the doors of heaven and I am knocking on my creators door. God has spoken to me and he has looked at me in silence. He has asked me to show him how much I desire my twin. No promises but I feel it in my DNA, that my Twin is angry and upset and … RUNING.
        I am doing all that I need to do and that I want to do.
        I am NOT kidding myself just because She cannot see the light, and I cannot speed up the process either. I tried and she Ran as fast as she could and hurt me and apologised as she exited.
        Is she sorry,….. I don’t care I love her to death. I made my voice heard and I have principles that I did nit want to hide anymore. I wanted her to commit. We all do stupid things and we are human but as sure as I am here writing with passion to all of you, I know who my twin is, .. She is the most beautiful person that god ever created. She is my mirror image of, guess who….. You guessed it…. beautiful MOI. XXXXXXXXXXXX to all of you XXXXXX
        LOVE THEM FOR IF YOU DO YOU LOVE YOURSELVES> get upset bt not with them, with the demons that are the obstacles blocking our chakras and blinding us with the mist and pain along a journey that we need to embrace with nothing but LOVE.

        My suffering is what my mind tells me.
        My heart weeps with Joy and My God, it is in love. xxxxx I adore my Twin.
        Love, Harmony and Belief XXXXX

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      • vita says:

        Hellooo ❤ Today I said to Georgio, the way we let it go, means that we finally believe that if it meant to be, it is going to happen, and that is in Gods hands. Please know he is the same insecure as you are, as you his mirror, even he'S contradictory. So more you believe in his love, being loved beyond measure from God equal You, as more you helping him to do the same right? Cause without your believing, his is not sure as well. Kiss 🙂

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      • kymber6 says:

        Thank you. I emailed him today after going to my spiritual church mass.
        I told him what I’m going through in life, regardless of our relationship, and that I’m glad hes there for me.

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      • vita says:

        Hi Kim and All ❤ sometimes I say I just wanna let him go, and not being a waiting chaser and not feel worthless alone on birthdays and christimas. But whenever trying to separate and convincing he is not real, he never loved you, or just he is not meant to be yours, my heart chakra starts dying. I feel aches pressure in the middle of my chest growing quickly soo badly that I cannot breath, and so I literally forced to go back to the feeling of Onenness and him in my heart, being loved from Him, so I can breath again. A tricky game to take care well for my own happinez by no needing to wait for something and to give him his place in my heart that he has, as doucejonna says. Thats quite difficult Balance here. 🙂

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      • kymber6 says:

        I said goodbye to him today. I got nothing for a response after numerous apologies over the past few days. I’m 45 and I have chosen to remain single and I will focus on finding my purpose in life. I thank you for everyone’s support, but love has been and will always remain elusive to me.

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      • Giorgio says:

        Vita and All who read this

        I am meditating a few times every day. I am finding that now that my Twin has chosen to Run away from me, I need to concentrate on Our energies hers and mine by connecting to the higher power that is found everywhere. Guys, look up some cosmic videos about the cosmic energy so you can connect of how science, yogi’s and spirituality sees the power of creation. We are all part of this amazingly complex universe. Unlimited in its powers and deliverance of cosmic force within all beings, things and All that exists within the cosmos.
        Please believe that all energies around us are delivered through God who is everywhere. Our thoughts , wishes and our behaviours all have a bearing on our inner messages that omit an inner force into the universe. Please make it a point to deliver good thoughts, positive OM into the hearts of our Twins. Make it a sign of love that whether we see a product from or not, both our Twin and US connect within a place of white and purified cosmic energy.
        Omit the best energy for them, which is reflected back on US through us into the universe which returns again and again positively.

        Make no allowance for negative thoughts or energy, under no circumstances.

        Embrace our Twin through God’s presence and energy that is holy and positive, loving and passionate beyond our imagination. God does Not stop loving us. So we also should Ove our Twins with the same cosmic thoughts and passion.
        Don t stop loving our Twin through meditation . It is powerful, private and unstoppable X

        Love, Harmony and Belief xxx

        Giorgio xxx

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      • vita says:

        yea same here with only 35 and no chance to have children, searching for meaning and fullfillment in my path 🙂

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      • vita says:

        Wish you Kim, Doucejonna, George, our Twins and all others the same Strenghth Jesus had, his patience and faith in what he was meant to accomplish. I wish you Love and Joy from within 🙂

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      • vitaoglou says:

        “I need to concentrate on Our energies hers and mine by connecting to the higher power that is found everywhere” love this 🙂 😀

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    • kymber6 says:

      Thank you Jonna for your insightful comment. As I meantioned, I only met my twin in August of 2014 so I’m very new and unknowing in this experience. I was in a lot of pain after he ran from me within 3 months of meeting me so I turned to studying to search for an answer WHY because he clearly wasnt answering me. It is during that time I was hearing clairsentient messages from my guides and one night I heard a women’s voice say Let Heaven Teach You. I reached our to him again after 7 months of not seeing him and 4 months of him ignoring me. I see in your journey, you and your twin are romantic and he seems to be more in tune to a beleif or religion, am I right? I met my twin on a dating website so I went into this wanting to date him! Instead, I’ve been forced to not only be a “friend” through online emails and periodic ego battles, but also my spiritual beliefs are tested now. He seems to be having a grand ole time dating others, while I try to gather strength and recuperate after an email battle when he goes silent after 2 short emails. I told him I just am not cut out for this and rather be alone after an abusive scenario with a former karmic partner. So I’m also in great fear history is repeating itself as is he due to him comparing me to his ex wife that truly bothers me. My question is: in your beginning years after meeting your twin, what path or body of knowledge did you rely on? The last thing I want is some type of ” intellectual” bond with him. But when I get emotional, he says he can’t take my mood swings. It sounds ridiculous but I blow up after those comments like that. How do I take a step back and ground myself? We have never kissed, held hands, or have discussed any of his current struggles. Its all been about his past struggles in his marriage. I’m just not interested in those stories anymore. Kim

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      • vita says:

        kymber I am soo sorry and I can see myself as well in your story, cause I never met my Twin in physic body, and had my karmic story with not a partner but an adoptivfather and was left alone for over 10 years and got sick and don’t want to suffer anymore, but I care for him, and I know him. I hope he knows as well as more he cares for himself, he does it for me. Thank You all and Doucejonna for being open and tru, it helps. Blessings 🙂

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      • Giorgio says:

        Dear Kymber

        If I may I will express something to your beautiful self. I can sincerely relate to your situation. The Most important thing that I can see in all this is; we are in touch and in direct connection of our Twin Soul. You are going to have to listen to his wowes and feel his pain. If as you claim that he is your Twin Flame you need to be his light, shoulder to cry on and not have jealous or selfish desires to have him to yourself.
        My Goodness we are All guilty of this and the sooner we realise that we need to be there for our Twin Flame at all cost is paramount.
        He IS YOUR TWIN FLAME.
        You are part of him. Imagine being on a table, with Two chairs.
        You pretend that your Twin Flame is on the other side of the table on theater chair . In actual fact , he is not, but it is You that gets up to go and sit on the other chair after you speak to the chair on the other side of the table. You pause, get up and take a seat on the other chair to answer your own questions, look into your own eyes and with honesty answer yourself as if you are looking into a mirror.
        He is your copy, You have feelings that you both share and passion, emotions and unconditional love that you are growing and maturing into.
        Am I making sense. ??
        If we are not going to be patient with each other’s needs than we will not succeed in this. We must help out Twin Flame FEEL OUR KARMIC SUPPORT.
        I have amazing respect for doucejonna and I am sure that she will have some very logical advice to give you. I am only expressing to you from my own experiences whose Twin Flame is so so deep holistically but who is running scared and turned into her old habits because she is not ready to commit to US as the Twins that we are.

        It hurts, you should try and talk to him and reason that you have nothing to loose. All to gain. Do you want him? If you really do, then we must be patient and loving, understanding and above all patient to connect towards the fourth dimension where we can find a level of communication and reunion. Through God and hard work.
        I hope I have at least helped in some way or other.
        What we do they feel, how we act they respond and what we succeed in flows to them as well. Communicate telepathically with him, see if it works for both of you. You have no choice but to feel not only your immediate pain but also your other part of your Soul, he is wearing it and you are part of it. You slap him in his face you slap yourself.

        love, harmony and commitment to your own soul and Duality path towards Gid, who is the most merciful. Compassion and empathy will get you there , reunion.
        Giorgio xxx

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      • kymber6 says:

        Giorgio, what is the best way to communicate telapethically? I havent even tried that!

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      • Giorgio says:

        Kymber6
        gI would recommend it as it is a form of meditation. You are best to find a very quiet place first. Alone without any interruptions.
        Lay down on your back or in a lotus position. Sitting down, Upright with your legs crossed , intertwined if you may. Get a comfortable cushion to sit n so Yu are comfortable.

        Take some very deep breaths and calm your chakras down to a very serene state with your mind. Breath into your diaphragm from and through your nose and exhale through your mouth gently almost fully with a – One thousand, Two thousand , three thousand pause. Every time you say one thousand is one second. This is at he end as you exhalation, almost all your breath and then, you suddenly stop exhaling. Don t breath during the pause, hold your breath – then start breathing slowly and deeply into your diaphragm again, calmly and slowly, until you really calm your energy down.
        Once you are calm, you imagine you are travelling along the mist and air towards your Twin. Don t worry about what they might be doing or sleeping. If they are asleep at night, you must remember that you are connecting to their soul. Their spirit is within you as you penetrate their Aura. This is a very very intimate connection of love. All you are doing is connecting and unifying your energy with theirs. You can caress them and kiss them. Kiss all their soul. Yes you can hug them and stay along side them. Stay there until you wish. Leave after, with your thoughts of love and a white spiritual connection that only a Twin Flame f Violet fire can do, without jealousy , and any form of regrets that you are leaving the scene. You are never apart, they are part f us in the most erogenous, spiritual and karmic way you could only imagine. You wear half their soul always so you are only really creating an opportunity to have that special moment of connection that only you can do without them having any real issue with your contacting them without any nvasion f their privacy in the hysical sense. Within the spiritual realm, Yu are embracing heir unconditional love that you have understood that they need to mature and harness with the spirituality that they must embrace from God. No one can stop you from doing this act of love. It is not nvasive, not disruptive but if you do this I assure you that in time your aura and telepathic ways will wake theirs and you might be able to connect with them once they feel you as well.
        They can feel Yu in their subconscious , however f they are no spiritually wanting to connect with you as much as they feel they will not have the open channeling that t requires it to happen.
        It s the same way fore union, they too must connect with God to be able for both of US as Twins to reunite.
        It is a very beautiful and a very calming way for you to stay connected. It works for a lot of valid reasons.

        1. You connect without invading them physically
        2. You become happier within yourself to be with them, without being rejected physically
        3. You can caress them and spiritually, physically to love them in a 5 th Dimension way
        4. You calm your own energy to better yourself, especially, if you feel the need to be with them because there is no ther way at the time
        5. You can do whatever you want with them in the most intimate way, spiritually showing them subconsciously love through your own spirituality in your own way, with the utmost of respect
        6. You are connected in the best cosmic way with them surrounded with “pure white energy” that you bring in with you, for both of you to surround yourselves with.
        7. Ultimately, it s a form of healing for both of you that you share your most revered energy that you give him or her from you through God.
        8. In life and eternity, we must understand that “in giving” we “are receiving” more love than we can ever imagine because it is done through our most intimate sense..
        9. They will eventually respond to you in amazing ways.
        10. Before, my beautiful Twin ran, I would think of her ringing me. She would. Most times.
        11. That only indicated to me, that the universal energy does work and it does connect us all.

        Very Important –
        Lastly, remember that whatever you do, when you do this, close your spiritual connection on your return to your body. Our minds have amazing powers. We must show control of our love and desires for ourselves. You are channeling energy outside your own aura, it must return and kept safe for when ” You” need and want to open it, to use it.
        The running is a form of rejection, it hurts our core and leaves a void that is deep and hurtful in an abyss of thoughts. Let your void be full of opportunities as well, that you can take within your grasp to fill in your time constructively, Purposely and with a love that only WE as Twin Flames with amazing Violet fire can understand what each of us is about.

        I told Vita that we are like the Xmen.
        We have powers, respect and spiritual belief and ability that we get from the highest power ever.
        God, holds our hands if we ask him to. He too gave us a choice to want him or ignore him.
        I know that you want him, so feel my energy and use it when you need more strength. Connect and enjoy this energy, it is very very very profound.

        If you are unwell you can Se this form of meditation in a healing way to conserve and bring your energy to your core strength.

        It s a form of total realisation of your energy, Only you can and should control this.
        Let me know how you go.
        I have done martial arts for 44 years and I have always through my life been with the holy Mary and my God.

        I will depart one day from this earthly surroundings as I have done so many times, 27 times actually my Twin has been told. She told me, but one day I will go and I will not be coming back.

        The reason I am sharing this with you is that we are all connecting this year and for the future even more. There is a lot d changes, it is an awareness that We all are meeting our Twin Flames . There must be a purpose. Stay connected it will come to you, but first we must understand that we need to be the strongest entity within the Twin Flame in order to help our better half. Your Twin Violet Fire.

        Love, harmony and reflection of love unconditionally
        Giorgio xxx

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      • kymber6 says:

        Thank you Giorgio. Yes, I love him and you are correct, I slap him and I slap myself. I’m just very scared that this situation resembles and ultimately end tragically like my prior relationship. I can’t wrap my head around this! I’m a very logical thinker unlike a lot of females and I need “proof” of things I beleive in. Here, I have no proof. I think a little time out for me to reflect on our last meltdown should help me decide if I want to try to talk to him about the pain its caused me. I have had told him multiple times, this hurts, this isnt good for me, let me go…and to my surprise his last words were ” we are fine.” I’d like to think hes holding space for me as I sort out some of my demons. You and Jonna are right…we dance with each others demons. I would love more to be the feminine woman I can be. A shoulder to cry on, a support system. But nights are long when all I’m met with is silence on a computer screen. 😦 thank you for your kind words. They are very beautiful and food for thought. Kim

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      • Giorgio says:

        Kymber6
        You do what you need to do. However, I am a very passionate man and my beautiful Twin is going through her own decisions as well.
        I am finding it very hard to be standing still and Not see her.
        The thing I am finding hard is not the time to wait for her , because I am so spiritually in tune with my creator it’s not funny. Yet, I miss her terribly and as you said if you really want the time to do this I understand .
        I am madly absolutely madly in love with my Twin. I told her that she is the end of the line for me .
        I hurt her trying to speed up our reunion and wanted to make her realize that she means the world to me. I did not want anyone else . This was pushing her to leave get marriage. ” I was very very very wrong to do this. As you said , you hope that he keeps a space for you!!”
        I don t have a space for my Twin flame. I HAVE ETERNITY FOR HER.” If he is your Twin flame the violet fire that he holds for you, will he infinite. NO ONE COUKD EVER REPLACE YOU. He would not want anyone else. It s IMPOSSIBLE.”
        We have our human Female and Male traits but when one finds their Twin Flame, the Kandalini process, will not allow the spiritual one to have another relationship. It will not work.
        You must trust him, you must talk to him and you must share with him “You.”
        Yes, remember that he also has his male traits.
        The process is so painful without making it harder to justify anything. Don t gauge your past with the “NOW”. We must trust in our Godly love. Easy to say but “Damn it is hard to do.”
        Communication is the key for reunion. It will show you which way to go. If he is silent, well , you talk to him and ask questions. Get him to say things.
        Just show love, it opens all doors.
        I am finding it hard to cope myself.
        My Twin might Never come back.
        I do not want anyone else. I don t even think of sex or anyone or anything. I sink myself writing my book.
        She is my biggest inspiration . But she is ruuuunnnning. Beyond reach.
        I have and I am letting her go.
        Now all I want is to be in the hands of my God.
        It is my wish for him to guide me, I keep asking him.
        What we are building is eternal love. If you are not married and neither is he, pray so you can be guided to reunion.
        Remember we must help one another to move towards the light.
        Love , harmony and please love him
        Giorgio xx

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      • vita says:

        Good morning You <3, Ohh so beautiful converesations here. I am slapping my twin as well and myself !! And I am sitting alone in front of a dark and mute screen for years. However it is a transformating experience for me, and brings me out of my old rut, so I can be happier in my own Life. I used to speak with my Twin as a diary, maybe try this Kim, in mind or out loud. I like it loud but sometimes in mind and listen to the silence deep in you for answers, it is always very helping, I receive caring support and answers. Love ❤

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      • vita says:

        I mean I am still using that conversation in my heart and out loud as a diary. Not only I am very logical person as well, but that experience is beyond everything anyways, and if you are alone with your heart, just being silent and listen to it, it always will help you, your heart is your higher self, connected with your twin is more clairvoyant and more strong. 🙂

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      • Giorgio says:

        Dear Kymber6

        I feel for you as my situation is very similar in this aspect. I can relate to your energetic frustration of ” Blowing up.” Wow, on a funny note, you made me laugh because, your love is a pure violet fire of Love. Relax, reflect on your actions and be the one to step back . Easy for me to say relax, when he is having a jolly good time..!!!!!
        Absolutely, I can tell you that because my Twin is doing the same. It seems that the pattern is identical. I am sharing with you that you should try and read on the cosmic powers of the universe. Watch a video on YouTube about the karmic and cosmic powers of what the universe does and how it works. What we are and how our composition of our energy is. Listen to what people like Pythagoras, Kepler, Tesla, Einstein and Leonardo da Vinci have calculated and discovered about their research as well about the nine Dimensions of the universe.
        Understand what, You and all of us on this beautiful site are about. We are the Twin Flames with a violet fire, so is our Twin flame, thry are US as well. we are spiritually on a journey of enlightenment with a spiritual insight to all that is talking to us through our spiritual feeling, through our “Heart” not through our minds. Our minds s what confuses us.

        -“Think with your heart and feel the love towards your Twin. I would not even in a million lifetimes change my ideas about my Twin. I adore her and she can do no wrong in my eyes. It is all what she needs to spiritually grow to meet US.”

        The strongest organ that connects to the karmic and cosmic energy is our heart.
        I wrote to you about the meditation and yes, you said it is food for thought. I ” Believe in You” that you said, you are a logical lady and the way you are “a logical thinker” and different than the usual lady way of thinking. Well, we don’t take things for granted. However, We have the power to influence what the universe can make happen through our personal cosmic energy.
        What I am saying is this, my Twin is doing the same, protecting her family and opted to get her life back to go to her old habits.
        It s easier to do what we always have done and live old habit ways in life. It is too hard for her to change her ways, not when my own life is not properly on track either. I left my 19 year marriage for whatever reason and in the eyes of the universe, it does not matter the reason. What matters is that I absolutelyb” ADORE” My Twin and I will until I die and leave this physical form .
        I have a better plan and this plan is: I am in love with my creator. This is what I am about. I will do my utmost to go to heaven and win eternity not just my Twin. Your way of thinking and ours must be worth a lot more than just a relationship with our better half of our Soul. If we believe in what we see, as joining with our companion soul , everything else is included. Let us help ourselves first, through which we will achieve the communication with God, who makes all things possible. Humans do NOT understand how God operates or how the universe operates. We call the unexplained ” A Miracle”.
        It will have to be the unexplained, and we must surrender to the energy to be part of what is the most unexplained and the most powerful of all that we see and not see within the cosmos show.
        The “UNSEEN”. Is”BELIEF” It is “CELESTIAL POWER”
        You are someone ” who wants proof ..!” Don t be like the apostle “Matthew” be a believer of your creator. Ask your creator to help you be strong and loving, honest and with an open heart to accept that you cannot understand and understand what is thrown at you. Irrespective, your heart is the regulator of your life and Your beautiful Twin Flame.
        What doucjonna says is true. What Petra says is exemplary and what Vita says is Godly correct.
        I wish I can give you the proof but my God is the only thing I need, to hold my hand. I meditate and connect with my Twin with all the strength that God gives me. I have to calm myself down because the energy that I feel from my Twin Flame is continual, strong and and it is in Rejection but that is a love that she does need to grow Spiritually into as well.
        If she refuses to grow within her spiritual realm, that is not what I can influence.
        It is your side of the deal, that you and I must deal with, to control our love and emotions and passion. Direct Our karmic energy towards their heart with love not an ego. I have moments where I get upset, but then God tells me to step back and understand what I must feel, unconditional love forget our ego.
        What happened is what had to happen and because I wanted her to commit, and possibly make her commit and make more time to see US, she is not ready , she took advantage of the opportunity to run away.
        God, will guide me. She told me a lot of things that were contradictory, loving, hurtful and very in line with what a Twin flames response would be before running. She attacked me in the deepest of my core. With the most devastating ways that would cripple an elephant, hippo and a Rhino in one hit. Devastating power of hitting me to a halt. It was unbelievable. She wiped me out totally.

        However, AM I HERE..? I am not obsessed, I am not a stalker and I am, and always will love my Twin unconditionally with All MY MIGHT.
        So, You are Not on your own. I am writing this to you because we are all coming to a point of surrender. Let us help one another like doucejonna said.
        You think I don t have moments of doubt.. Well… Yes but that boubt as quickly as it comes, it disappears, because as much as the pain is massive to even explain, it is replaced with such unconditional love that I cannot even explain where it is coming from.
        God, is holding my hand and as impossible as I have contributed to created the situation that I am in, now at this time, if God has planned it for us to unite, I am as ” sure as heaven” that it will happen. Hell, is not even near my God.
        Heaven is my final destination.

        Remember that” To be the first love is amazing but to be the last love is incomprehensiblnsible”
        -“Nothing can touch my God. He is what I LOVE WITH ALL MY MIGHT” unconditionally, for if I can love my God, loving Myself is what I can do through Loving my creator. It is reflected to My Twin Flame.”
        Think about it in this way.
        That is the proof we all need . Nothing else. God is Our SECRET KEY.
        Through Him, with Him, In Him.
        Doucejonna , Petra and Vita are on track . I am still trailing but I am ready to work at it with all my strength to reach my God. And ” SURRENDER”
        If he is your Twin Flame God will bring him to you or will direct you to him.
        Best thing we can do is to Make the effort to change our selves. Doing so , WE unite both halves of OUR/ her/ his soul.
        That is the WAY. We just have to believe it.
        “I AM THAT I AM” ( say “I AM REUNION I AM”) That is what God told Moses.

        Love, Harmony and Believe xx

        Giorgio xxx

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  5. Petra J says:

    ….and only in complete surrender and letting go …I have realized that there was nothing to let go but duality..and in this vast , empty space of surrender…he`s been present..all the time…I surrender to Oneness that I AM.
    Even after years of the most profound spiritual insights triggered by Myself embodied in “him” I`m still amazed by the heights and depths that “our” Breath can reach..
    Thank you for sharing your deepest experiences.and insights which are so similar to my beautiful- crazy journey.

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    • vita says:

      thats so wonderfull my dear Thank You so much 🙂 ❤

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    • Giorgio says:

      Dear Petra
      Your words of pain and love are a karmic example of your unconditional love. I respect and I am trying my hardest to not to be judgemental to my own Twin Flames needs and off the rails attitude.
      It is benevolent to hear your beautiful expressions of true nature love. I aspire to not only feel but do what you are advising in such a Godky connected projection.

      Thank you
      Love, harmony and reflect
      Giorgio xx

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    • Giorgio says:

      Petra
      Tell me how you did it please?
      I would like to know what you felt, what you did and what you are doing because I am in so much pain. I havebpictures of her and I keep her with me all the time.
      Thank you
      Giorgio xx

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    • Giorgio says:

      I love your spirit and your beautiful Words. I do
      Thank you Petra

      Love, Harmony and Belief xxx

      Giorgio xxx

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      Petra
      I love your spirit and your beautiful Words. I do
      Thank you Petra

      Love, Harmony and Belief xxx

      Giorgio xxx

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  6. vita says:

    Thanks for Compassion and Love, I felt that and wipped :). Yesterday right after writing, I felt like I have to go for a walk without end, even in rain, maybe he can feel or read it here (I’ve linked it on my Twitterr Account and he knows my name) instead of usual lying down if I felt him and caring my pillow, soothing it and speak to him. He does not want to torture me and so I felt my legs taking me wherever. In the night I been forced to wake up to chat again, normally I dont wake up. This time it was a big theme, normally they were all very important and of course relating to both of us. So obviously he has a form of a disability, as I have it too. And he can’t show it the world, mostly not me. We learned the world from our parents and all of sourroundings tought us be “perfect”. Not to show any fail, not having flaws. He is very excellent scientific person, and I have my excellence as well to know how hide this particular disability, we do everything for not showing it. Bu it’s just making us sick and depressive and so deprived. For over decades we’ve learned to be somthing else as we really are and we didn’t know how to accept it. Excellence can be a curse, if it not allows us to have the opposite of it, perfectly integrated in us. So I tried to communicate on how important it is to let those wounds to be open, so God and divine Light can come out of us to the world and God into us to heal us. These forms of flaws and “disabilites” that is our divine Print, our reall Purpouse here, which need to be showed. It is a difficult and sometimes very frightening process, cause I can’t let it go the same. When I talked to him about scientists in wheelchair I felt so calm and had to make a pause on this calmness, and that is true, we have so many of them they are disabled, so how would it be if they would hide themselves and only try to look good in any case, it would be so depriving and detrimental for humanity, but they diceded to go with trust that they are perfect the way they are. And exactly that way they achieved the best results, cause they can touch more people as they would do in “normal” society demanded profile. It is to big to balance, and we’ve been habited it for all of our lives, so it is a form of us, and now we are forced to be real tru this love and there is no turning back. I felt and spoke about accepting our flaws 100% and love them, always be honest with us how to show it the world and cushion ourselves, exactly there where we are need ourselves the most, by being so vulneralbly different but truth. Namaste ❤

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    • vita says:

      The Answer is not difficult and it is simply Love, cause as more excellent we are as more we’re called to love, only that way we can reach others with our gifts. Love ourselves the way we are and show others to do the same, only that way is transformation possible, and only that way we can apply our excellence and transform the world. 🙂

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      • Giorgio says:

        Vita I hope that you get this .
        I want to thank you for your experiences and knowledge in all this. My Twin said that she will not see me again. She asked me to let her go. I let her go and I told her that I will go through fire for her. I also told her a number of other things but the reality I kept my promise and turned to my God with profoundness. I asked God to be with me by my side as I asked and want his guidance with this journey. My chest has all these shocks when I think of my Twin and I meditate to be with her and kiss her and cuddle her. Then I retreat again.
        I pray that she is always safe and happy notwithstanding my own sadness of nit being with her in body. But my God guides me always and I find refuge in him as I pray that all be as he wishes for he knows it all. I don t. Above all as pray for me to be pure enough in grace to serve him and enjoy eternity with him. I pray that if it his wish that my wish is allowed for Us to be together but I am happy for him to be happy with me first. He knows all that will make me happiest but then that is up to him.

        When I read you writing I was just amazed of how similar if not exactly the same thoughts and actions that I have been through or did with my Twin. I have no doubt about all this and I would like to thank you so much for your experiences and for sharing with us your amazing love if giving.
        Thank you so much . I love reading al,your words, they are inspirational for they are a copy of what I have gone through .
        Thank you over and over again xx
        Giorgio xxxx

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  7. vita says:

    I feel like something released in me, and i can go my way lighter, this is so new and so beautiful that I am afraid to make hopes on it, thank you all the universe, maybe he is reading it ❤

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    • Giorgio says:

      You MUST MUST MUST surrender to the creator and have NO fear. None. It will come to you. Be the power that our creator wants US to be. Fill your power within with the rays of spirituality. Forget religion . I am talking about OUR creator. All is possible as he has planned it all already. It will unfold and it will happen as he planned not as we desire. But , he loves us so just like a true father who loves his children, he will please US and don t bout him. Honour him for his beautiful creation. YOU AND YOUR TWIN.
      Xxxxxxxxx

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      • Virginie says:

        Personally Georgio, i don’t feel right to speak about the Creator as “he” if you want to speak about him outside of yourself. Are you talking about the Christ as the Creator? If so, it has been used to tell he, but in the end is the Christ only one person then?
        Affectionately and sincerely,

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      • vita says:

        Hi All 🙂 I’ve progressed with showing my disability, which is my panic attacks, inexplicable fear of being sourrounded by people, and be in the middle of life. However it’s been very helpful since I wrote the last time, wow, I feel him doing the very same.. Is a slow process, annoying, unnerving but we go on. I am thankfull to God, doucejonna and Eckart Tolle & all of You’re my Teachers. Learning to be in the present moment is the very cure 🙂

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      • doucejonna says:

        Thank you Vita, I am so honoured to be mentioned in the same sentence with God & Eckart Tolle 🙂 … Like you say, it’s a slow process but the progress we make is so rewarding. If you see my latest blog, it’s all about the importance of going with the flow of the present moment. Stay blessed and don’t forget to come and visit often 🙂 Stay blessed. 💖💖💜🌻🌼

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      • vita says:

        Yes it is rewarding and not only for us personally Twin flames healing the world in inexplicable manner. I felt it once graphically and in feeling, like a love field explosion in coulours, as from our love to everyone no matter where the need is. This field is energetic cosmic universal love, that comes to activation tru twin souls connected Love. I felt like this field momentary embrassed and cured the victim and the torturer in the same sentence, with the same love, and it came out of us, even not united in bodies, but in that time in souls surrenderred. I was just incredibly speechless and as a observer. I would not be able to love tha person, but I felt this Love could, without our to do, is incredible 🙂

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    • vita says:

      Maybe it is not for everyone to see ❤ , I did feel like I could love that healing way, or that Love could work tru us. I had that picture then, I saw something horrible in a video, about sick human who torture animals, unconsciously evil. I felt hate and it was torturing me back, and then later that day, feeling Love and Surrender, arised that field. It healed me by giving me ability to forgive them and even Love but more than that healing, touching and forgiving them and all others in need or in some disorder as well on its way. Like an atom explosion but good way, only faster, extremely focused working and more flat, more like a disque, colorful and powerfully lengthy spreading. So wonderful, unutterable divine healing. 🙂

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  8. Virginie says:

    I ❤ you Jonna and i share with you to be in the unknown…
    To me there's no doubt you are loved by the one you love and your 3 beautiful children are also loved by the one they love (as each one of us).
    This kind of love has you have already said and as i believe it too is one which has all the time been here spiritually and which grows with our inner acknowledging physically.
    Lots of kisses
    PS : You look like a deeply courageous and honest Lady and your writings really help. I wish your beloved and you are fine and you will find the right balance.

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  9. Gabrielle says:

    I have used your writings as a learning tool for much of my own discovery. I met what I believe now is my twin soul only once but the memory of him haunts me every day. It’s been 5 months since I met him only that one time. I couldn’t understand how one meeting, so significant and meaningful and filled with symbols and signs that this was much greater than coincidence, has impacted me so profoundly. I am changed and have expanded my spiritual journey from it. I take that with me along with the solitude that patience will bring him to me, somehow and some day. I receive messages of confirmation all the time from the spirits on that. Thank you for sharing your story and inspiring others to experience this journey with an open heart, mind, body and soul. I look forward to your posts to help me process and understand and make sense of what only the soul universe seems to see so clearly. You bring much blessings, peace and tranquility to us all.

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  10. Lucy says:

    Thank you so much for your blogs. I always feel hopeful and supported while reading them. Keep on keeping on….

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  11. Ahna says:

    I do not want to sound negative and a downer… But have you ever consider that there are some people play games w. Others just to feel empowered ? The high and low is what keep them going…maybe mental health issues as well and so the very highly spirituall peoples actions as a ” combo ” of behaviour is very confusing for ppl around them; mixed messages!
    Its easy to be drawn in almost as agame and its exhausting and draws away energy to more lightness.
    It sucks to admit but Im in a similar situation and I hve always been thinking that I need to moove on but always be in tune & in sync just in case things change…..I am in limbo right now, not sure except to be true to myself and God. As i whitdraw at times from our connection I always gets messages from above Universe and synchronicities basically drown me and Im questioning myself, again…Marriage is not what keeps us apart, its fear and long distance, I now got 3 more job offers in his area which makes me thonk ; aha! Is this anoTher “sign”?
    What will happen is not in our own power. I will follow whats suppose to be.
    Wishing you the best experience of life!
    Ahna.

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    • Giorgio says:

      Ahna
      You sound wonderful and as much as doubt ourselves the universe will show us what it wants us to do. No matter what happens the power above will direct us to where we are suppose to go.
      I assure you and everyone that I am Not.obsessed. I am Not imagining things and I am Not certainly unspiritual. Believe me, I have thought what you are thinking and the answer is a big NO. It is not a game. God does not play games. What is meant to happen will happen. Have faith be strong because we are on a holy journey . God is on our side. Even if anything goes wrong it is what the universe wants to indicate to us that will be happening not what we necessarily wish to happen.

      Be as honest with yourself, as holy as you can be and as open minded spiritually with your creator. Read my responses to all on this page which is not without spelling mistakes or grammatical errors. But I think that you can all decipher what I want to say.

      God is the ultimate entity full of grace, harmony and above ALL ELSE “” LOVE”

      Be strong, evil plays on your mind . Always move to God and ask forgiveness but also confide in God and ask for him/ her to help you and be by your side to protect you and enlighten you.

      Gracefully your friend

      Be blessed with Love in God xxxx

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  12. Giorgio says:

    Giorgio
    I wish to unite my energy of spirituality, faith in our creator and our Twins. I wish to say thank you all. NEVER, EVER EVER GIVE UP. Have our creator by your side. It is the light and guide to our reunion. I will post my comments and pain, but in the midst of all my belief that my Twin will join me. SALVATION ALWAYS COMES BECAUSE IT IS MEANT TO.
    Thank you

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  13. Giorgio says:

    My Twin and I are in the fourth level of the Twin Flame journey of the reunion.
    She is married. There are things that I have done to make her realise her unrealistic position. An open relationship, denial, acknowledgement of loving but not being in love with her husband. Looking for acknowledgement through affairs and one night stands. Kidding herself by thinking that no one can realise what she s doing.
    I always looked after her, materialistically, nutritionally, emotionally and …. More than anything else, in “LOVE”.

    I made the big mistake of finding someone else who was very beautiful to make her commit to “US”. She saw the other lady , in whom I had no interest however I wanted to test and see what will happen. Silly…. Stupid…. Ignorant…. Non believer…. All of the above and the rest.

    It backfired…. As I asked her to commit , my Twin told me that we are finished… I was hurt to the core…. My intentions were not to finish our relationship but to live with her for ever. “FOR EVER, eternally”

    She cried helplessly and told why did I ever doubt her love..? Why did I ever always tell her that I adored her because it meant more than saying that “I Loved Her ?”

    Well…. There was a lot of hurt, but I created it, because I Love her so much, beyond any comprehension. Beyond anything that I ever ever have had in my life.
    I told her that this is backfiring . This was not how I planned it to turn out. Alas, She could not control herself, cried and was hurt to the core.
    I went to visit the other lady as what I promise , I always keep. When I got to the place, the lady opened the door. She was incredibly beautiful, BUT, to my amazement I said standing on the door step,” I have to tell you something, I cannot do this because I am in love with someone else.”

    The lady stood still, waited with astonishment, smiled and said,”could you not have told me this over the phone? Why did you have to come across all these miles to tell me this?”

    As she opened her door something told me that I this is NOT going to happen no matter how beautiful the other lady was. That day did not last more than an hour. I saved the ladies life as she asked me to have a cup of tea and then I was off to return where I came from.
    Within a short period of time , I was organising ambulances and hospital beds.
    The creator had a purpose for me. I saved that ladies life as she suffered from a twisted boule . It was snowing and she had no one close to her who could have helped her.

    Our creator works in mysterious ways. He knows axactly what he is doing, what he has planned for us and more so, what is to happen.

    I am astonished about how things were meant to happen. I knew that there was Notting that was going to happen between me and this other lady. Something ascended into me and it was a very strong force of reassurance. I knew that I was meant to do this for a purpose. Yet, I admit that it was not the purpose that I thought it was going to be. This was certainly a lot more than I could have ever imagined. I saved someone’s life and also , my creator confirmed to me that I have no control over what WE DESIRE. We get what our creator has organised for us, whether to learn from or if it is what we need to suffer with.

    The lady did not come out of hospital until five weeks had passed. It was a matter of life and death.

    The creator has it all planned. We must trust in him.
    I had to learn all this and suffer for me to grow spiritually and let go to understand the truth about unconditional love .

    MY TWIN FLAME IS THE END OF THE LINE FOR ME. I don ‘t desire anyone else. I don t want any other and I am so happy within that , I carry my creator by my side at al, times. He lifts me up when I am down the doldrums and he dertainly listens to me and smiles at me in all different ways.

    Yes, she is my Twin alright. she knows what to say to hurt me because, she is hurting so much herself. It is like she automatically balances the hurt on both sides, hers and Mine.

    She asked me to let her go after all this . I adore her and so I accepted. After all we don’t own anyone in any way shape or form. I chased and chased and did not want to Believe what I did to “US”.

    Now she is doing what she use to do and has gone to her old habits. Nevertheless, my love for her is unconditional.
    I have seen four psychics . Amazingly everyone of them said the same things with their individual additions as well, that all came down to the same point of reason. AMAZING I COULD NOT BELIEVE IT. They are also in different parts of the world as well.

    The creator does not play around. The creator does not rush but he certainly created “what is”.

    I am hurting like you all know with excruciating pain. I also tried to read, how I can sever the pain that I am feeling. Sever our Twin Flame relationship once and for all because of my gut sickness and the immense pain. Head spinning and heart ache.

    At this time though, I have already been working on my belief to give in to the power of our reunion through our creators hand of mercy and belief, that we were joined by the creator so even if I wanted to sever “US” No one could “asunder”.

    I came across all your comments looking for the way to sever everything. A moment of despair, hurt and frustration.

    No, all of you out there, after reading all your writngs I am wrong to even think that we will even consider what I wanted to do to Our Twin Flame bond. I have to suffer and hurt and yet find my belief . It has to carry me through all that I must face.

    It is so powerful, and as unconditional love is the only real treasure in life, I am certainly going to suffer through all this, only to receive her whenever she is spiritually ready.
    I know sooner or later that she will call me and that reunion will take place. I don t know how, but I am certain that there has to be a miracle for us to unite.

    This is the 1st of October 2015 and I will post more as things unravel themselves. My love for her is beyond comprehension and I really feel her anger and distance for what I have done.

    Trying to speed up the reunion does not work.
    We must realise that we both need to mature spiritually and that we must let go the chase and love our Twin Flame without having to really understand them. That is the gift of forgiveness, harmony, spirituality and above all, ” Unconditional love”. Especially when we are hurting because, there is others involved with them. We must let our Twin mature and explore their spirituality in the way they need to. Not how we see it.

    I have realised that I feel much better now and I am ready for the reunion . However, I am leaving it to our creator . My Twin Flame knows deep down who we are. Her soul will be hurting as well and “THAT REALLY HURTS ME. …. US”.

    I must let it be and let our creator realise for “US” when it is all to happen and reunion takes place.

    I believe, I hurt but I love unconditionally no matter what for “UNCONDITIONAL LOVE ” is stronger and more resilient than anything there could ever be, it is the union we have first with our creator then with our Twin Flame for that is how it is possible. First we bond with our creator then with our Twin Flame. It is how and why we were created. With love , in love , through love , ” FOR LOVE”.

    I know she is my Twin Flame… Thank you .
    My Twin knows what this means.,I adore her… My creator knows … He is omnipotent … Incredibly “POWERFUL AND INEXPLANABLY LOVING with mercy”.

    ” LIFE IS BEAUTIFL”.

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  14. Giorgio says:

    Anna, Hadassah, doucejoanna, Virginie, Lucy, Gabrielle, Petra, Kymber, Flowing, you all must believe Vita. I have written a book called ” Success Through Inner Strength In Daily Life” because I am. Martial artist and through my training I am also spiritual. However I am writing my second book about “Life , Indifference and Love” .
    My suffering and my Twin Flame belief has not only urged me to write the books but I have found relief and belief through my pain and writings like We have all read.

    Vita is writing from her heart and Loving experiences.
    Cannot get better than that.
    Read the seven stages of the Twin Flame. Read as much as you can. Never doubt please, the power within is very powerful but to have spirituality yourselves first, is a must to attract the power of reunion. You must believe in t. No matter how impossible, unrealistic or helplessly you feel.
    Once you meet your Twin , YOU would all know. Within.
    It is the power of the Twin Flame itself that will bond you, attract you and will NOT fail you.

    If you all contact me i will sign a copy to you all. My Twin is all over my book but she is my inspiration for life and I am not even with her in the flesh. She has not even contacted me but We are together in spirit.
    I believe and I feel her all over. It is the MOST BEAUTIFUL feeling and it hurts like hell, but my love for her is more than eternal and more powerful than death or life . It s my creator who has done this so find your spiritual strength through which your Twin will come to you. She , He will join you. It is written and meant to be.

    LOVE, love and love.
    Xxxx

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  15. Virginie says:

    But in the known of your heart!

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    • Giorgio says:

      God…. I only like to simplify things. I appreciate your words.
      In my eyes there are no creators… But … “One”. That is “God”.

      In the Roman Catholic Church “God” is the triangle . Jesus is the Son of God.

      However, it is the triangle, which also has the Holy Spirit . Jesus is part of it.
      I do not talk religion in this way because it is up to the individual to believe in all the theology of how it is interpreted. As far as the representatives of the church, I would not comment, neither of how the scriptures were translated. I have my own beliefs just like so many others in this world .

      I must make it very clear what I mean with this.
      My spiritual belief is based on “God” . Whatever makes God up is irrelevant to me. It is his power and his creation that embraces me and my beliefs are that God created women to compliment the male that he created before . In actual fact the Twin Flame is coming from the belief of the rib that he took from the male to make the fe,ale so part of that which he thought was so beautiful when he created the male, muscular and strong. He gave the female counterpart her graceful looks and strength to be able to reproduce. The female is a mirror image and the axact copy.
      However we are not talking of the body here. I am talking about the spirit of the soul. This Soul never dies.

      Your interpretation that there are more than one creator, well that is not my view. Some things we can’t explain how or why. We are human not God.
      Spirituality has a different level of unexplained values if want to put it that way, I suppose. There is a very simple way about this.
      If you believe that God did make a copy of you, then we call it the Twin Flame.
      If you don t then we can have as many soulmate as there are stars.

      I believe in the theory and I have not ever been so certain that I have met my Twin.
      I feel it and I know that I have.
      I am feeling so complete within that I don t actually want anyone else .

      Once we try to understand God and how God does things, there can only be a limit of understanding . The big difference is, scientists try to be Gods.
      We all question certain aspects of life and that is because God gave us that gift. It is limited but when we say that God created us in his image, then, it all comes down to “LOVE”.

      To join the Twin Flames it will be the ultimate of creation . All that you read about this on so many sites is incredible.

      However, the best truth about the is, the amazing connection of all the high spirituality. The connection is like no other.

      The belief is dimple, look after yourself and let the universe take dare of the rest for You. Our lives are already designed and what will be of us will be . You will know very well the power of the Union .
      It is literally out of this world . My Twin is the most beautiful and there are not any words good enough to draw her picture.

      Xxxxxx

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  16. Giorgio says:

    No. The creator is not the “Christ” that I am talking about. I do not get into the religious beliefs. That is something that is very personal. Roman Catholics , Muslims, and every other religious belief is NOT what I am referring to as the creator. We can all call the name of “God, Allah …” And so on. The creator is the ” Entity” that we have not seen but our own spiritual belief.
    It is my opinion that whatever we wish to believe in is our very personal right.
    I am talking about a much higher power that has created all that we see, past present and the future.

    As I stated before, I am Not talking about the religion but I am talking about (in a worldly way of words, whoever created all of s, the cosmos and every living thing that we see and every soul ).

    It is my personal belief that there is a much higher power and I don t have to see this powerful entity to believe in it. I feel the force and I have seen its powers. More than once.

    If you wish to ask Jesus then do. Whoever else that you can ask for help. I admire you whatever you wish to believe in. But I am not talking about any profit, like Abraham or Jesus or Muhammed… Etc. those who have spread the word about God.
    I am talking about a very powerful entity.

    The one who created everything. I hope I make sense of it.

    Creators is not what I believe in.
    But this is something that I do not debate.
    For me, there is only “ONE GOD”. He is the creator. That is who I am talking about “God”.
    He is infinite.
    But then you can decide your own faith.
    The Red Indiana and the Aboriginies did not have a bible, Or scriptures or the Ten Commandments. They believed in a much higher being.
    Just look at it as a powerful ultimate entity.

    Sincerely , lovingly xxxx

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  17. Giorgio says:

    Sorry I mean ” prophet” spelling mistake
    Xx

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  18. Virginie says:

    I understand you for all… or nearly all. We all have our background and hopefully are not true copy even if we are certified ones. 🙂
    What i needed to share and express :
    – To me it’s not fair anymore (juste et élégant in my french) to name God “He/Him” neither it is to tell “She/Her” but if we do then probably “Her and Him” or “He and She” (i would tell “ils et elles” in plural french, i don’t know if we can express it in english). Just telling (so speaking about) one of them appears to hide the one we show and see outside inside ourself and vice-versa. I know we agree on it but i think it’s maybe time to apply it for words are acts.
    – Also i admit i don’t catch the expression “twin flame”, this is not how my soul love and i feel it fits us in even if we maybe guess why some others do. Twins are for me two people who look alike so it could apply more to the one i look alike than to the one i am the reverse image (with who we carry each other’s heart). Personally, the one who looks alike me i call him “half twin” and my love i call him “half lover”… at that time when i speak from and for outside. In this, each one of us is dependant of what the others humanely are and are doing.
    – Deeply i live we are all creators conscious or unconscious. Or we are not creators at all simply following the path… And we are all prophets of each other consciously or uncounsiounsly.
    – How i see “God” is an energy (some call Christ or christic and see it as a triangle that implies all fractaly (and all of us and which is a black hole very big at the end of time concentrating itself to form another triangle). This energy works on two complementary elements SI & ON (in which S&I as O/N complement each other etc.) : SION but i don’t call it love this energy even if it’s still is (to me it’s who “I is” and it’s creation because no one exists not really anymore here, it’s a pure concentration of energy where “love” is SO IN present you wanna cry not to be able to express it).
    – SI/ON : During the road the concept is “divided” or taking shapes in an energy more concentrated in two extrem people who need to handle it with their respective human love who are two people in who the energy is more matrixed. Each letter of SION represents human beings who love and are loved by their “human being heart (opposite)” but can’t fix it at the beginning of time lost by or in their human nature and blinded by or in the pain of their human life… all these out of their straight understanding of divine bliss and love. So comes the need to recognize what i would call the energy of SION. In SI & ON, at this level, i find love for humanity or human love can be expressed through the soul relationships (His body-Her heart & Her body-His heart : embodiment). This love is seeked and can be found in each one of us to balance and live it straight. I believe it’s my core of life… probably i am not the only one. Before re-becoming all in SION. And creating another fractal.
    – And no lol, i don’t “wait for “Jesus” or rather his reincarnation” who i believe has enough to do and wants to do with himself to carry or add myself… in his schedule (nb joke : personne ne m’a jamais mis autant de lapins dans ma vie ^^). Nevertheless i can’t wait to feel him happy with his beloved this is true (best future-souvenir i have in life : mirror image or fractal image). I at the same time try to focus in what is said, the road is also “my” happiness… but i can’t wait because i want to see and touch “my” love. 😉

    PS : Jonna, thanks to have introduced me to Rumi, i find his poetry delightful. And once again for all you’ve brought to me through your posts. That had been requested. And all you bring to humanity. Incredible.

    And thank you Giorgio to have answered and shared with me your knowledge, your vision, your perception. And to offer me the possibility to express mine. ❤

    xX
    Xx

    I'm listening to this song…

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  19. Hadassah says:

    Morning Blessed Twins, I read through the comments and just wanted to share my lessons in this TF Journey. It is exactly that….a Journey. One shouldn’t start with the end in mind but in learning within and throughout the journey. I met my twin flame around 23 years ago. I was still very young, 14 years to be exact but the impression he left on me was immeasurable. We were ‘together’ for a brief 3 years and then we went our separate ways. Separate in the physical yes, but never in our souls. There was always that knowing….gnawing my heart out….digging away. A deep and chronic knowing that I never managed to shake off even as I was going in and out of relationships. Although we have never talked about our relationship, I believe it was the same for him because every time we meet or see each other time stops for a split second. Whatever that is between us becomes so tangible that it usually affects those people surrounding us. I have seen people who don’t know about our past relationship look back and forth at us, recognizing something but not being able to put it in words. All the while me and him looking at each other. The past times we have seen each other we have not had full conversations but just those brief moments created mental and soul conversations by way of dreams etc. It was only at a recent event that we had something of a full conversation but I could not be free because both our partners were around. He tried to talk but I cut him short due to the circumstances. Like I said, the minute we talk people usually turn to watch us. It’s almost like a light, a force just radiates on us…… and it happened that his mother who I had never met was at this event. After talking to Him, I walked away to get some air and she stopped me to ask me who I was….

    Without making this very long, the lessons I learnt were that; there had to be a separation because without it I would have never found God. I would have made him, my TF my God. Especially due to my age and experience I would have never been able to grow into the individual that I now I am. Between my late teens and early 30s, spiritually I remained stagnant. Although I was living, I was just breathing. By that I mean that I had not opened myself up to God and to living my purpose. I suppressed my spiritual self simply because every time I wanted to pursue it I would have to deal with my Self ……so I basically ran. Yes, I was the runner for quite some time and I only realized that of late. Anyway, once I started to fully pursue God and my purpose, everything came into place. I believe that these are intertwined, God is purpose, purpose is God….Once you know your place in Him, you will know how to live and weather this journey because the TF journey is a purpose driven life. TF’s are brought together for a purpose. A higher purpose. Yes there is the love part but this union is bigger than the individuals themselves. It is as has been written in this blog and others, you have to live your purpose while waiting for the sacred union because the union itself is a purposed union. Look at as if building a house. At the foundation is God, the walls/structure are you and finally the ceiling are the sacred union bringing a cover over all the rooms that were created by the solid selfs….my apologies for this very basic analogy and I hope it makes sense. You cannot have a house without a solid foundation and structure. So the separation is there for a reason, use it.

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  20. Hadassah says:

    In coming into my spirituality, I have come into my gifts of healing and intercessory prayer. And it is only now that I understand and accept this journey….that my gifts and his gifts are for a higher purpose…to serve on this earth. There is so much more I would like to share but one can only do so much in these postings without getting emotional…..  Obviously there is so much information in between that I have left out. For a reason. Of course the hurts, the pains were there throughout the years, we both got married to different people, have had kids, He went through a period of alcoholism…..but the connection remained because somehow we would always come back to the same point. Initially in the beginning of my spiritual journey I prayed and fasted to God to sever the ties believing then that what we had was a demonic soul tie…only for me to fall very sick. I am still married but He is divorced but is in a relationship. I have stopped trying to figure out when this union will happen and I have surrendered to God for Him to guide me and him in this journey. Whilst I may not be with Him physically, my spirit is full, full with Love and knowing that God directs all that I need in this TF. In spirit I can speak to Him and pray for Him and I believe that this is part of the assignment before the next phase of this love that we have. It has been very difficult to separate the physical as in my marriage, my husband, life etc. from the spiritual. But In seeking God about this duality; what I have come to understand is that all action must be true. I got married loving the man I was marrying, it was never to fill a space or a gap. I was living, I was giving my heart. So, I have asked God to help me honour my husband and anyone else in this journey, not to trample on them because in a way these are circumstances God brought about in order for me to be equipped for the higher purpose, they needed to be there in order for me to grow. As a result all has to be done with Love, honour and integrity. So that is where I am …..I believe that our season will come and it will come in such a way that will make it an honourable and sacred union in which our higher purpose will be lifted whether in this lifetime or otherwise. And in all this God’s glory will be manifested. Scripture says, “His ways are not our ways, nor are His thoughts like our thoughts.”
    We all have our own Journeys, I encourage you to submit and seek God on yours and how to go about it.
    Be Blessed always!

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    • Giorgio says:

      Scripture says, “His ways are not our ways, nor are His thoughts like our thoughts.”
      Let me express to you something that I have experienced. The sensitivity, the Godly ways of reason and our sense of humanly views.
      We must, All of us, to stop to try and understand God’s way. I am in constant pain, heart ache and doubt at times. However, sooner than I can blink my eyes, God reminds me that he is beside me. It is like a little child sitting behind me touching my neck to wake me up from my sleep.
      God’s way is mysterious, loving and calming. On the other hand, from the worldly perspective it I s cruel, mind boggling and devastatingly heat drenching. Believe me, what I’m say is that I am feeling every bit of pain, as much as you all are. I tried to make my Twin jealous by getting another woman on the scene, whom I just met on line. I did nothing with anyone else, and the purpose of what I tried to do, was to actually make my Twin Flame to commit to us. It backfired. After she admitted to me that she adored me and told me that, if she was ever single she would marry me, she still hugged me. She told me that I always said to her that ” I adored her, and all because I expressed so much more than just love her. It meant a lot more than just love.”She then said to me “why do you ever doubt my love for you.? If what you told me, that you adored me means more than love, than I am telling you, I adore you.” Her words did not meet her actions and she told me that I am going to England to meet this lady and that we are finished. I expressed and told her that this Was backfiring on me. This is not what I wanted her to say. I expected her to cry, yes, and commit. ,instead she hurt me like no OTHER HUMAN CAN, Ever. She knows everything about me. She can ” Devastate me to the Max. Totally”. And she is. She told me ” we are finished”. She is totally off the rails now, enjoying life as a free spirit whitest I am in such agonising pain.
      She s married but We discussed that what we are doing is wrong and I did not want to this like this anymore. So, she would not leave her husband even though things are not how she wants them to be.
      She must find satisfaction somewhere else , whatever that might be. She does it it f her obligation to him as his wife. I cannot ne’er stand that. I don t have to. I just have to love her. That’s all.
      It just had to happen. Overwhelmed with love that was so beautiful that I wanted it all to myself.
      However, I am NOT interested IN ANYONE. I have been hurting and every moment of my life, will probably be in this pain for how long , only God knows. NOW I am with my creator asking him/ her to hold my hand and guide me through this if it is meant to be that I have this reunion. There is no room to doubt, no room to question and no room to get upset. I just hurt big time, constantly.
      In way I wish to know how this is all going to happen. In another way, I say it is going to be impossible.
      But, but, but hang on all of US.

      God is infallible. God is our almighty creator. God is what created US.

      We cannot think in a worldly way what is heavenly. Pure and without sin. We cannot think how God is going to sort this pain out for us, or even how long this is going to take.
      As much as yourselves, I believe in God and his mercy, love and compassion. I DO NOT Want NOT TO FEEL THE PAIN. I want to be happy when this all takes place, that I have already started to pay back for my sins and misjudgements of others and pay my debt of mistakes FIRST.
      We cannot just have this given to us like God owes us anything. We must show our dedication to God and that “WE” are appreciative of his mercy, when he sees fit that we are ready to receive his gift of afterlife that awaits us and our Twin Flame. This reunion my friends.
      WE ARE ABOUT TO RECIEVE SOMETHING SO UNIQUE, SO GODLY.

      Go through the pain and suffering and I guarantee you all, all of US will reap the benefits and the reward for having faith with unconditional love to God first.
      Give and take..? No, GIVE …… NO TAKE…. In giving we receive without expectations. We are expecting, before we give all our love to the entity that loves us so much that he / she created US and our TWIN FLAME. With love.

      Only GOD can see what is ahead and what we are to face. I am going through hell at the moment, believe me. You are as well, and some of my close spiritual friends as well including yourselves.
      I would like to suggest this to all of us.
      Think about this strategy, and I think from a worldly mind that our creator, created for us, I think this way :

      Julius Caesar said
      ” it is easy to find men to die for you, but it Is no t easy to find men to die in pain for you”.

      Mahatma Gandhi said
      “Where there is Love there is life”

      Marcus Aurelis said
      ” the object of life is not to be on the side of the majority, but to escape finding oneself in the ranks of the insane”

      Marcus Aurelius
      ” no one can find a quieter or more untroubled retreat than in his own soul”

      The might and the love of God is hard to define and calculate. Our God’s love is unconditional just like our Twins Flames soul which is what ours should be, if we want to match them. They are our mirror. Believe, admit to God your faith so he can give us our true Twin flame to us so we can enjoy eternity with God. Eternally.

      Pray and find comfort in God not in wishing, but in doing what is asked of us. Have faith that God will bring us together with our Twin. We cannot be greedy and selfish but forgiving , with empathy and love, the same thing we are asking God to do for ourselves.
      Time to suffer, feel the pain and appreciation of Gods ways whatever they are. Ask and God will give you, ask and you will receive.

      I am and I encourage you to do the same, because I feel your pain and I wish what we all wish. Let us show how much we wish it, by committing with belief to God’ s mercy and love.

      I believe we will get what we ask for . I want to. It is my choice.
      I love my Twin Flame so much, that I want to suffer to show my determination and how far I am ready to suffer for me to have her with me. Eternally
      I want to tip the scales with so much love that God will be satisfied that I am worthy of my Twins Love and company.
      Is she worth it… ABSOLUTELY SHE IS. She is half my soul, my perfect match and fit. I desire to be whole again as God creation did. Why and how could I not want this when I miss her so so so much..?
      I don t even want to think about it. The love I have for her is limitless. The pain insignificant.
      I love my creator for letting US have this opportunity and I am not having anymore relationships until the end of my las breath in case she comes back.
      She is where my soul and heart reside. I adore her. Xxxxx

      Giorgio xxxxxx with love to all of US. Join together with God and create more love. Make God smile by being loving to him. He would LOVE THAT. Let’s do it, don t ever give up. We are all worthy of his/ her love.

      Giorgio xxxx

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    • Giorgio says:

      One other thing that I am thinking about. We are all imperfect. All with “SIN” . God suffers to see the beauty that he created do so much devastation. For those Roman Catholics like myself, we even killed his Son after he sent his Son to save our soles. So I don t want to ask him when my Twin Flame is coming back to me , If ever. I think Inam selfish in asking. But yet , I am and I have for I am doing t out f love and appreciating what he created through my genuine love of God. We must commit to God first. It is our obligation . We owe God not the other way around.

      Look at the selfish devastating world we are in. It is disgustingly cruel, selfish, greedy and certainly NOT HOLY by any measure of the imagination.

      All about the physical nothing about spirituality . Money everywhere over crucifying families and the little person, sex on tap, open relationships, excuses of how we can have pleasure without commitment to why we are living in the creation for.

      I am trying to make a difference. I am a good person . I am loving and so are all of you on the site. Let us make a difference to the world and show our creator that we are HIS/ HER army than can be relied on for a good spiritual change.
      I want to stop youth suicide , that is taking place because of the pressures of life.
      And more and more. So much that we can all do.
      Keep going God loves us. It is time we rise to change the world to do good. With our Twin we can do better and be stronger. God knows we are on his side.
      Giorgio xxxxxx

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      • Giorgio says:

        Excuse my spelling mistakes please. Soul not sole . I am sorry. Thank you all
        Giorgio xxxx

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      • vita says:

        Ur pain will lessen, regardless reunion, the pain has nothing to do with ur both separation in physic bodies. You can be happy, that what actually indicates reunion. The pain is ur own growth, You need to learn not being jealous or lonely. I know how u feel, being young and feeling like a nun. Maybe he needs to learn from other partner, it is hurts, but I am ready to do the same, if it helps, I really dont want to. Blessings Hugs Kisses 🙂 Send me ur Book? 🙂

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      • Giorgio says:

        Vita I will let you know when my book is ready. It is my first book however there might be some things that you might relate to in different ways. Nevertheless, I will let you know.
        Thank you
        Giorgio xx

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      • vita says:

        Hi Giorgio, I will know more about ur Story or if You want to speak out about it with someone so You can write me. ( kiovita@live.de ) It is incredibly similar and I am profoundly touched and amazed by ur feelings and it is heeling me, so if You want sometimes to share ur pain, I will listen. I have stopped to talked about it with my mother even, cause it is so unreal. I am so gratefull for having you here. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0BgeUfgyy-U&index=21&list=LLHxqD-0gUZNmn-7YO6wX9_A I did not know my own strenghth, I love how she sings in the End ” Ur Love is not built to break” ❤ in loving memory of Whitney and all others. I Pray with u all 🙂

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    • vita says:

      Ur Story is beatiful without words, as that from doucejonna and all of us is, unique Love 🙂

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      • Giorgio says:

        Vita
        Thank you as I read through all your words.
        Yes, the time for me is getting better although I miss her terribly. However, she is with me in spirit always. Always in my heart as I let her go and try notbtomworry about reunion or anything. I pray now and meditate and Yes, I go to her and touch her and kiss her as I pray that she is happy and well. Hence I close my eyes and smile and utter the words “I love you” to her as I continue to pray. I go about doing my work and learn to love and be giving to others . Loving my Twin is unconditional. I feel it and I live it. She is the end of the line for me, i alzata told her that. I ha e known her for twenty sebben testa non.
        Thank You
        Giorgio xxx

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      • Giorgio says:

        So sorry about My spelling mistakes. I have known her for twenty seven years. But we came together the last eight years, she just ran away in March when she asked me to let her go. I did . I adore her that is love. I had to set her free. I know you can see this probably more than anyone.
        Thank you for all your words.
        Giorgio xx

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      • vita says:

        Thank You, Sweet as u are, remind me on my own sweet Twin 🙂 I pray For You and all of us to find a way to love and believe. Your words brought me the last time to an insight, that surrender is belief, faith in truth of our hearts and in all that we feel. As it is the most real and transformating caring and all time loving feeling and experience we ever have had, but so unreal and delusional in 3nd dimension. Remind me always on Jesus who said, blessed are them who believe without words and proofs just by knowing our hearts. ❤ 🙂 Namaste

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      • vita says:

        “I go about doing my work and learn to love and be giving to others . Loving my Twin is unconditional. I feel it and I live it.” so tru beautiful and powerful ..

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      • Giorgio says:

        Dear Vita, had assay, Virginia, Anna, doucejoanna, Gabrielle, Lucy and Flowing to all others that can read this.
        I would like to share this for all the Twin Flames that feel suffering and are on a journey of such unconditional love. I wrote this in my next book; you are all an inspiration – thank you.
        I wrote-
        “How is it possible that I meet the one person who is my only copy, my Twin over so many lifetimes .!! Reflecting our loving projection into an everlasting life, beyond this world of pain and challenges!!. My beautiful Twin, whom I cannot ever possibly sever my Soul from, and for whom I can have such unconditional love, that is so incomprehensible and potent for any other to understand!! . No one will ever convince me that this is Not “Godly.” No one will convince me that there is nothing else planned by our creator. I am eager to discover as our carpet of this amazing revelation unfolds to see what it brings with it.
        Furthermore, how could I not realise the spiritual growth that my creator has gifted me with..? We should truly have at least the capacity to understand that by loving this Twin of ours, we should be able to love God more and more every day..! This gift that God has given me by letting me encounter my Twin Flame, eradicates any feelings of jealousy, ego, resentfullness! Instead, my soul and spirit have replaced all of that with the love that God wants to see in me, as it is in his image that I love my Twin like God loves me, the capacity to love her with unconditional love…? I thank my Twin for my realisation of this great gift through this runner – chaser state. My telepathic projection of this capacity to unconditionally love my Twin through God, gives me great belief that all is possible through him. My serenity and my spiritual connection to be patient and dedicated to my Twin through my God, is pure Mature love that does not need to be understood. I just need to love her beyond comprehension, beyond all that is worldly and physical.”

        My you all remain in love with both, our God of mercy and love and our amazing Twins of violet fire.

        Giorgio xxx

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      • vita says:

        Love that violet fire thats so divine, and I am glad that people like U and doucjonna and others put in words what I = we feel, cause U have writing talents guys. Is a gift, I dont have it, 4 me is tensing work to write, I rather speak out chat. Thank U THank U Thank U 🙂

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      • doucejonna says:

        Vita, you are being so modest! You write beautifully and your comments have touched many hearts on here. Love, Jonna

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  23. Fatima says:

    Allah is just 1 name, of the Creator of the heavens and the earth, the Creator/AL-Khaliq is also a name of the 99 names of Allah

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    • Giorgio says:

      I admire your knowledge Fatima. I am reading the Koran at the moment. Beautiful as I have not found yet any bad things or advice about life and behaviour. I can only speak for myself, God is God and the one and only creator. I am not one who has any doubt that we all respect the same creator. If one chooses to differentiate for personal reasons that is for them to answer when judgement comes. God is pure love. I am writing my second book about ‘life, indifference and love’ and I have acknowledged my Muslim friend with whom I prayed one night to God. I am catholic but my goodness it felt good. I felt God like never before and we both felt God’s magnificent presence. So I say that all those that do not believe, to those that do harm and have disrespect to human life, those who think any less about women, children and men, from my perspective , ” How sad, yet I would like to pray for them, perhaps there is still hope.”
      Allah, God is the one true merciful. In human terms whatever name it is, as long as we look up to the same creator , it will bring joy towards the heavens and back to us. Let us all belief in the power of “US” together within our Twin Flame , for we are lucky to have met the true full entity of ur own self through Allah, God.

      Bless you all. Thank you Fatima.
      I love my Twin as all of you do. Keep loving no matter what. Unite with grace and peace and passion .When the time comes rejoice and thank God for eternity.
      Giorgio xx

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  24. Giorgio says:

    Kathleen’s “Twin Flame Reunion Mastery Course.”
    It is $27 but worth it. I think so.
    It is from one who made it through hard work. Now that is what we must have. She explains a lot of things as well. Even What a FALSE TWIN FLAME IS.

    Read about it. Please for your spiritual journey alone is the most important. We carry our twin with us. If you believe it will sure happen. That is what I believe anyway.
    They are our twin.

    They RUN AND THEY DOUBT, WHILST I LOVE AND I WORK HARDER TO PREPARE FOR HER RETURN. I am going to be spiritually ready, whilst she will do the same as she has NO CHOICE BUT TO MIRROR ME. XXXXXXX
    LOVE< HARMONY AND BELIEF XXXX
    Giorgio XXXXXXX

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  25. Giorgio says:

    One reflection

    If you all see the beauty along this journey you will survive. Through the waiting and perseverance, and what we see as pain and perhaps facing the unknown, just think to see that this is your trial to see if you can love them unconditionally, so much that you are worthy of them to reunion. If you are going to judge: how long do you have to wait?
    Well, NO, NO one must concentrate on the job not on everything else as well. That way it will take you longer to get to where you want to go to, as you are creating too much interference.

    No matter what they do, stop your concern. It flows to their own mirrors and they will feel and sense you ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, Surrender with LOVE.

    LOVE, Harmony and Belief xxxx
    Giorgio xxxxx

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  26. vita says:

    yea ❤ all of that and what if the runner stops running in the reflection of us stop chasing? because somehow chasing is not the selflove, we are required to learn in this life and tru the mirror, our twin. 🙂

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    • vita says:

      Hello 😀 ‘ve been thinking there is no such thing as chaser and runner, it is just different and reflected coping with the same problem, which is not believing in ourselves and our desires, not believing that we are loved beyond measure and are worth everything. So as long we chasing we just putting more to this energy. We should just step back and live our lives loving ourselves, more sharing ourselves with people that are needing us and grow/generate more LOVE 🙂

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  27. john says:

    I am filled with so much depression and anxiety over my twin flame. I met a really nice guy and fell hard for him. We connected so well. But eventually the fights began and things began to take a turn for the worst. So I went to a psychic in town who helped me sort everything out. She said after what I had told her that we were meant to be twin flames and that she can sense and see the twin flame love within the 2 of us and that we are meant to be soul mates. Of course the fights continues but she did some meditations and the fighting stopped.

    The guy he had left me for ended up dumping him just like she said he would. Everything seemed to be coming back into place the way she said it would be. But then here we are 3 days ago we got into a big fight that ended all things for us. We are not together we never were but he had at some point expressed his interest in being more than friends with me and I expressed the same with him. So 3 days ago we got into a fight now he’s blocked my number my facebook and my instagram. He sent me some message through kik messenger to tell me we can no longer be friends. Then yesterday he messaged me back saying we should be friends but we can’t see each other in person anymore and that we will be “online friends only” whatever that means and that he isn’t going to unblock any of my accounts or readd me.

    I know for certain that I am in love with this man. But now he is gone again with his ex (they are not back together) but they are talking again he confirms. So everything has come crashing down for me it seems. I don’t know what else to do. Another big problem is the physic I went to confirms for weeks and weeks that this man has feelings for me even though he denies each and every one of them. Our fight from 3 days ago was because he said I couldn’t accept that he has no feelings for me like he used to and that I just can’t seem to move on and let him go on the idea that we can be more than friends.

    Yet here I am sad and feeling a mix of emotions I feel like I have hit rock bottom and I don’t know what else to do or where to go. I don’t know if you will read all this but if you made it this far thank you for taking the time to listen and read. I can relate to a lot of things you posted in your story. Any advice is greatly appreciated.

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    • Giorgio says:

      Dear John,

      Calm the waters. Be strong through your weaknesses. Pray and have faith. Remember St Peter denied he even knew Jesus Christ three times in one night. Have a laugh in the mirror and say to yourself, you are mine. You are part of me. Go in the physical to explore and lear, so when you come back to me in the flesh, you will never ever part from me again.

      Say this prayer every day before you go to bed. You must surrender to the holy spirit. This a very spiritual journey you are on. You must clear your “Mirror” Soul. You both share it. he can never run away if he is your TF. He will return. But you don’t want him to come and run away again. When he comes you bon have work to do. Peace and Love . stop the competition and Ego. When he fights, step back and smile at him. let him be I’m. he is mirroring you and you him.
      Doucejonna will guide you. She is very knowledgable as well.
      Thanks to this site, I am on my journey well and truly.
      I wrote to you because we all know how beautiful it can be after you clear all this up.

      ————————

      Say this prayer and believe even things look very down. Trust in yourself – you are “ONE”. You can never change that ever, neither can he. Good luck.
      —————–
      THE NEW TWIN-FLAME PRAYER
      Channeled by Livia Maris Jepsen Angel Therapy Practitioner®
      http://www.mycrystalangel.com
      In the name of the Christ
      I call to the blessed I Am Presence of our twin flames
      For the sealing of our hearts as one
      For the victory of our mission to humanity
      I call to the Elohim Orion and Angelica,
      Master Rowena and Paul Veronese,
      Archangels Chamuel and Charity, Magnus and Polaris and all the Light
      Beings and Angels of the pink flame of LOVE.
      I ask that my twin-flame and I recognize each other instantly
      through our eyes, our touch and our hands
      with the certainty that we have found our Divine Complement – the other half
      of our soul.
      I ask that from this moment on
      we are both able to commit ourselves completely
      to our love and our union,
      in all directions of time, space and matter,
      in all dimensions and for everyone to see.
      I ask for the harmonious fusion of our bodies, minds, souls and spirits
      to be instantaneous and complete.
      From this moment forward, may we be able to express completely:
      • our eternal and always growing love for each other
      • our eternal and always growing respect for each other
      • our eternal and always growing admiration for each other
      • our eternal and always growing fidelity for each other
      • our eternal and always growing loyalty for each other and for our common
      purpose
      I invoke the Light of the Holy Spirit to transmute:
      all karma, all ego, all resentment and all diseases – physical, emotional,
      psychological and spiritual,
      known or unknown,
      in all lines of time and space, past present and future,
      as well as their causes and consequences.
      Dissolve all lower energies, ours and from other people,
      that could limit the full expression of our Divine identity, our union and the
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      fulfillment of our Divine Purpose.
      I request that you transmute in the violet flame
      all karma that could keep us apart from each other,
      in all directions of time, space and matter,
      all it’s causes, consequences, records and memories,
      in the past, present and future.
      I invoke the Presence of my Beloved Archangel Michael
      and all your legions of Blue Angels
      To cut all bad and all causes of discord and suffering
      and to act on behalf our personal protection,
      and for the protection of our love, union and purpose.
      I ask you to raise us to the highest vibration of LOVE and Light
      and to conduce us to our ascension in union still on Earth.
      May the vibration of our love, union and common purpose
      bring peace, healing and light to all people around us.
      I know that we deserve this magical moment, Heavenly Father!
      My twin flame and I thank you for your Infinite Love
      and we ask for your Blessings upon our union and Purpose.
      I AM a being of violet fire I AM the purity God desires.
      I AM a being of violet fire I AM the purity God desires.
      I AM a being of violet fire I AM the purity God desires.
      ***
      (Repeat the prayer above 3 times out loud until recognize the twin)
      WORDS TO FINALIZE DECREES
      (From the Summit Lighthose®www.tsl.org):
      And in full faith I consciously accept this manifest, manifest, manifest (3x)
      Right here and now with full power
      Eternally sustained and all powerfully active
      Ever expanding until all are holy, ascended in the Light and free
      Beloved I Am, Beloved I Am, Beloved I Am

      ————————-
      Dear Holy Spirit,                                                                                                                          You who resolves all problems,  lighten up all paths along my life journey, in all that I need. You who has allowed me the gift with your grace of forgiving all those who committed wrong doings against me and to me, and that every moment you promised me that you will be beside me at all times: within this short prayer I wish to thank you for all that you have done for me and in the same instance I promise you that I will not want to separate from you by sin or even within this world of illusion. I wish to be with you for eternity. I thank you for your mercy as well as for having mercy to all those dear to me. Amen.

      Love, Harmony and Peace with belief XXX

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      • ipadassist says:

        Thank you Giorgio for your kind words. I guess it’s just been difficult for me because this is the third time that he’s come back and then left and now he’s claiming that he doesn’t have any feelings for me and if I bring it up he gets pissed at me and cusses me out. It’s a bit sad and frustrating at the same time. But I know with every breath I take that I love this man. I’m crazy I know because I’m talking about a guy who stole $1,000 from my bank account. I was so in love with him that I trusted him and gave him my debit card a few weeks later my account was missing $1000 which all got traced back to him. He was only supposed to use my debit card info to pay his cell phone not $1000 worth of online purchases. I forgave him for that but it took me weeks to do so. Now he admits he only pretended to like me because I had money and he needed financial help and that he never liked me at all but the way he treated me before with all the love he used to show me paints a different picture. Either way I know I’m crazy but I love this guy. I’ve said the prayers you sent me they gave me better piece of mind and I’m more relaxed now yeah still a tad bit overwhelmed and sad but a lot better then I was yesterday. I’m gonna work on bettering myself while I patiently wait for him. After our last fight I was so mad at him I told him we’d never speak again and he agreed. Hopefully that changes and soon so we can speak and work this out. Either way thank you for all of your help I truly appreciate you responding to me. Regards and cheers, john

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  28. saya says:

    I thought I am chasing him but it was something different.
    Everyone knows how to love someone, how to
    Forget ourself while love other. We lost everything
    For them or for just loving them. But the agony
    Is that in this loving other people we forget to
    Receive love.we lost our ability to receive love.
    When we love someone it 100percent sure that
    This love return to you doubled then we become
    Confused about receiving that.when it comes receive
    Love some people stop talking, ignore, or think that it is fake
    Or even they run away from that person.only loving someone
    Is not a big deal but receiving love also require some
    Maturity, emotional maturity

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