When the Twin Flame Kundalini rises and Souls merge – True story

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Kundalini is the ancient Sanskrit name for the primal life force that animates all living beings. The activation of this energy, also known as Holy Spirit, Chi or Prana, initiates the process of spiritual growth and enlightenment by unifying our body, mind, and soul. Since it originates from the Divine Source, it leads into an expanded state of consciousness and interconnects us with all living beings – and ultimately God. It also unveils our true nature, nourishing our individual uniqueness and validating our sacred purpose – while encouraging others to do the same. Since the illumination of the kundalini in the brain allows a person to discern the truth of Oneness, all self-realised persons see this same truth.

This seed or spark of god energy lies dormant within us, coiled tightly around our root chakra awaiting the time of our spiritual awakening. Once ignited, the kundalini fire moves up through the rest of the Chakras (energy centres), activating each of them in turn by burning away any blockages that it meets on its way, causing negative emotions to rise to the surface to be cleared. Once all blockages cleared, the energy reaches the top of the head and passes through the crown Chakra, where it melds with the descending flow of spiritual energy, namely universal consciousness and God. In the resulting sacred mystical experience, known as Kundalini Awakening, we find not only the decisive proofs that God exists but also the secret to living this human life as divine beings.

This same principle – that life’s ultimate truth & treasure lies within us, exists in every great religious, spiritual and wisdom tradition, from Jesus’ “The kingdom of God is within you” (Luke 17:21) to Prophet Muhammad’s (PBUH) “Man is my mystery and I am his mystery, for I am he himself and he is also I myself” and the Quranic “We are closer to him than [his] jugular vein” (Quran 50:16). In the Hindu tradition, Oneness is reached through the union & spiritual marriage of the divine masculine and feminine, where Kundalini Shakti, the Goddess, rises to the head and reunites with the Supreme Being Lord Shiva. kunda9

Why & how do people seek to awaken their kundalini?

An awakened kundalini creates a direct connection to the spiritual and divine realms and opens up our intuition; enabling us to receive messages and revelations coloured with inspiration. We are able to tap into the Universal Consciousness and akashic records; to receive downloads of extraordinary wisdom & knowledge and more importantly, to commune with God through our ‘third eye‘. It is for this very reason that all spiritual and religious traditions seek the release of this life force energy actively, either through a systematic approach of exercises, breath practise, prayer or meditation. Even the Muslim prayer position where the forehead repetitively touches the ground seeks to awaken the Kundalini, in the same way that Yoga does.

Our kundalini can also be awakened through more passive means, such as a path of surrender where one lets go of all the impediments to awakening. Often this passive awakening (known as shaktipat) happens through a spiritual transmission or spark from a “teacher”, whose kundalini has already been awakened. This can happen during a physical or ethereal encounter, and can be intentional or not. This only raises the kundalini temporarily but gives the student an experience to use as the basis. Kundalini can also be triggered or released by an outside force such as a traumatic accident, near-death experience or emotional trauma.

Will meeting my Twin Flame raise my kundalini?

A kundalini awakening is one of the effects of coming into contact with your Twin flame. It is the very purpose of your Twin Flame to burst into your life in divine timing to spark you into remembrance of your true infinite & immortal nature. The force required to release the pulsating, creative kundalini energy is atomic – just like the nuclear fusion of the complementary polarities of the energetic bodies of the Twin Flames!

When Twin Flames connect this ignites the eternal fire of kundalini within them. Often the ignition happens through sexual union, however it can also happen through online contact, hearing our twin flame’s voice, spending time with them etc. The reason the physical contact is not required is that twin flames are connected to each other through the 5-body system; of which physical togetherness is only a small part. The awakening of the Kundalini is a gradual process and the symptoms leading up to the energy reaching the crown chakra producing self-realization and englightenment can take years. This process can take longer if the Twin Flames have not physically consumed their union since it is their sexual union through the sacred marriage/alchemical union (also known as hieros gamos) which helps bring on the union on all levels.

The reason a full-blown kundalini awakening rarely happens immediately upon meeting the Twin Flame is that it is often only through separation that their passion for each other becomes internally validated and their egos heal sufficiently to allow the merging can take place. This is where, even when the Twin Flames are no longer in physical contact, the energy connecting their central nervous system and five major organs will be linked up. The awakening now emerges from the unconscious interaction with the energy body of our Twin, often cumulating after we have reached a moment of surrender. The resulting atomic fusion then releases the secrets that are locked within our DNA and changes the frequency vibration of the mental body, sparking unity within ourselves as well as with the Divine.

Once this happens, specific spiritual abilities manifest, such as sensing each other’s thoughts telepathically and each other’s energy naturally, even when not physically together. This often also includes an incredible sensation of unconditional love, bliss and desire for our Twin Flame. This does not mean that both Twins are ready for union at this point, it just means that the spark has been ignited and everything from this point on is preparation for their final union together. As the Twins adjust and balance their energies on all levels these entwine and form one single being– with the physical level often being the final icing on the cake. Therefore, in reality the kundalini awakening is the awakening of the oneness they once shared.

Sometimes once we get to close proximity of the physical union with our Twin Flame and look back at the beginning of our spiritual awakening it may seem like perhaps our Twin Flame knew about the connection before we did. It is possible – and often the case that one Twin with an already activated Kundalini acts as the “Teacher” for the other. This may or may not mean that they knew all along that you are their Twin Flame; however they may have been able to have a more balanced view and approach to the whole situation and connection. Often with our spiritual awakening we catch with clarity a glimpse of our definite future with our Twin Flame but we also know that there’s work to do, including existing soul agreements, before we can reach that point.

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How will I know my kundalini has been activated?

During the gradual awakening process, Kundalini can be felt in various parts of the body, depending on which Chakra is being cleansed and activated. Some of the most common symptoms are tingling, flushes of energy, cold/heat running through various parts of the body, fluttering, twitching of muscles and pinching or burning sensations, and these are felt all along the awakening process.

There are many resources on the internet detailing the various Kundalini symptoms. For example, when kundalini reaches our heart we may feel heat, pressure and movements in heart area, including intense and uneven heartbeats. Our feelings rise to the surface, accompanied by crying, raging, being easily moved to tears etc. When the kundalini reaches our throat Chakra, we feel pressure, aches and pains in our throat, jaw and neck and we find our selves speaking our truth, or even yelling and demanding things that have been suppressed; whereas kundalini on our 3rd eye Chakra brings about headaches with burning, tingling and pulling sensations around the brain and skulls.

Once the kundalini reaches our crown Charkra opens, we experience a full-blown, big bang type expansion of our consciousness. With this we may see some of the rarer symptoms, such as experiencing divine light within, a complete (temporary) paralysis of the physical body or feeling very blissful to the point that it would completely overwhelm your consciousness if you allowed it to. Often a person will experience feelings of spontaneous bliss and ecstasy, as well as intervals of tremendous joy, love and compassion. The kundalini awakening also brings along many psychic experiences, such as pastlife memories, astral travel, awareness of chakras and auras, extrasensory perception, contact with spirit guides, dreams and visions, increased creativity (spiritual music, art, poetry etc.) and healing powers.

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Help! Kundalini is making me act crazy!

The overwhelming pressure on our energetic body caused by the meeting with our Twin Flame and everything this brings to surface to be cleared causes our kundalini to rise faster than it otherwise would. Meeting our Twin Flame is already a very intense event, and having our kundalini spontaneously awaken on top of it can be very unsettling and often hits us with no advance warning.

We have all, including the undersigned, acted in ways we hope we could take back when hit with the kundalini fire. We may for a while be unable to process what is happening to us properly and become overloaded. When we are hit by all these energies and the deep knowing of who our Twin Flame is, they are often the first and only person we turn to since we are now acutely feeling them energetically. We know undoubtedly that they have something to do with the energies and believe that because of their magnitude they must be feeling something too. This is also the moment where many become just a bit too obsessive about their Twin Flame, resulting in some desperate behaviours.

We should however keep in mind that our Twin Flame may not have had their spiritual awakening yet, and even if they had they might not be able to make any sense of it, and may be just as freaked out as we are, unable or unwilling to share what is happening to them. Chasing them and coming at them with all the spiritual definitions and Twin Flame theories will only push them further away. It is very important at this point to do whatever it is that you need to do to move the energy along – write, sing, howl at the moon, run in the meadows, cry or laugh like a maniac, see an energy healer and do whatever it takes to find some solid ground to stand on. Your are doing great and probably just as well as anyone would in your situation. You are not alone, you will not become a danger to yourself and you will not lose your mind, although it may feel so!

Personally I found that learning to channel the energy by being attuned to Reiki helped me ground myself and approach the incoming energy in a much more balanced manner. I love writing and found that channelling messages from universal consciousness provided me with an outlet to express the new ideas and the humongous love that I was feeling.

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My kundalini awakening – the days leading up to it

Prior to my kundalini awakening I had been running (without really realising that I was the runner) from my Twin Flame for almost 3 years. The story of how I became the runner can be found in one of my previous blog posts “The Folly of Running from Love“. As time went on I rarely thought of him, and when I did it was with great confusion about how something that had felt so divine and so grand and right could go so terribly wrong and finish before it had even properly began. Meeting him had forced me to grow and mature spiritually and emotionally, but even then, in the deep of the night, I often felt empty and alone and an existential crisis was brewing within me.

Three months short of three years after our last encounter I was settled in a new country with the same long-term partner I had repeatedly tried to leave upon meeting my Twin Flame. I had an exciting new job, new house, new friends and a new life with lots of international travel, yet I felt empty on the inside. One night out of nowhere I was hit with the most devastating, heart-felt feeling of loss. Was this really my life; is this really what it’s supposed to be like? Is this all? I remember lying on my bed crying, and although I suspected that God rarely looked in my direction, I turned to him in prayer and asked him for help. I said I was ready to accept whatever was in my highest good and I promised that whatever it was I would follow it, honour it and do my best to accept it, no questions asked. Obviously I had no idea what I was committing myself to!

Only a week or so later in April 2005 I was driving home from work in the middle lane of a three-lane motorway. Suddenly a car appeared out of nowhere next to me on my left and veered straight towards the front of my car. To avoid him, I turned the steering wheel sharply towards the lane on my right and to my horror saw in my mirror that there was another car there, almost parallel to me and that I was going to hit it. It all happened very quickly but in my mind I was swearing at the idiot who cut me off and whose fault it was that I was now going to die. Then I became fully conscious; aware of myself as an observer of my mind chatter. My mind was afraid of dying, but the observer wasn’t. The observer was not bound by time, space, form; nothing could hurt, scare or kill it. This observer knew only love, peace and serenity.

I seemed to spiral into another dimension where I saw myself with the man I was about to be shown is my Twin Flame; not as two individuals but as ONE being filled with a blissful vibration of love, bathed in intense light. Just like the first time he kissed me, I could feel the touch of his lips on my forehead burning my third eye. We were entangled as one, like a tree wrapped around itself, in an upwards rising double-helix of love surrounded by blissful silence and magical sparkles, out of time and space. I don’t know how long this moment lasted but it felt like a slice of eternity.

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Suddenly I heard the noise of a car breaking. I had no idea who was breaking; was it me or the other car? While I am convinced to this day that humanely I could have not avoided an accident, I was still in one piece when I opened my eyes. It was over in the blink of an eye but it felt like forever. My whole life was in that moment. Love is All That There Is. Nothing else matters. The kiss on my forehead was a kiss of life, not of death. It was a Welcome home, not a goodbye. It was a new beginning, not an end. It was the reality, not the illusion. I was confused and shaking when I got home. My mind could not process what had happened. I could not for the life in me understand what this man, whom I had only known for a few weeks a couple of years ago, was doing swirling up in what looked like a DNA helix with me, entwined into me as if we were just ONE BEING in love with itself.

The night of my kundalini awakening

A night or two later as I lay alone in my bed wide awake reading I started to notice a series of subtle energy currents running through my body. They were creating almost a tickling sensation, like little wavelets of vibration, very clear and distinct. I felt the vibration in my arms and legs but mostly in the lower half of my trunk. Suddenly the room was filled with intense white light and a magical silence; and along with it a tremendous vibratory energy. As I felt that energy and light, I saw him, my Twin Flame. He appeared at the end of my bed, bathed in light. I had not been in touch with this man for nearly 3 years but there he was; his body like a vehicle of radiant white light.

I could not make out his features but I recognised him instantly from the energy that he was emanating. It was as if he was transparent; the inside of him filled with a very intense, pure white light which was just breathtakingly and incredibly beautiful. The brightest part of the light was around his heart, bright as the sun; albeit smaller. In fact, it was so bright that I raised my arm to cover my eyes but I could still see both him and the light. I smiled as I realised I was also filled with this light. From within me, I heard a voice say loud and clear: “It’s YOU. You were there all along”.

With that, he seemed to ignite something in me, and I felt a distinct opening in my heart, very very clearly. In an amazing powerful surge of energy, the kundalini shot through me along my spine, like a pulse of liquid fire. The energy surge shot out of my heart that then up the centre of my body, and then up toward the top of my head. I involuntarily arched my back, my body pulsating as intense waves of bliss came over me. It was so pleasurable that it was almost painful, like an ache, like a longing, a reaching out, a desire and vulnerability… like how I would feel perhaps all the time if I dropped all my defences and let myself go. It felt wonderful, very alive and very real, and it jolted my inner core alive.

I felt my Twin Flame’s presence transform into a million particles of coloured lights that rained down on me, washed over me and felt nothing but complete bliss. We melded together, we were ONE. It felt like my whole being climax; not just physically (although it felt like that too) but literally MY WHOLE BEING, every single atom within every single cell within me, from my smallest toe to the deepest corners of my brain climaxed and it was pure bliss. I saw the interconnectedness and non-separation of everything, and I experienced myself as part of the ONE, swimming through a Universe of non-duality, emerging into the sublime, absolute realm of the divine. I felt an outpouring of love and compassion for All, and the deep realization that “the other” is really me. I travelled through the Universe, seeing galaxies being created from within my own being, feeling the intense closeness of God. I knew that I was responsible for my own wholeness as the Love that I Am. Love is ALL THERE IS.

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How did I feel afterwards

As I woke up to a new day, I found that everything had changed: I was no longer just another soul swimming in the fish soup of humanity but rather a drop in the endless ocean called Universal consciousness, or a droplet of love vibrating in the heart of God. I realised that even though I was just a droplet within the greater whole, I was also one that contained All That Is within itself.

In the days, weeks and months that followed I found myself feeling ridiculously happy and blissful, feeling powerful surges of energy all around my body, growing in intensity as time went by. I barely needed any sleep or food, and I enjoyed many of the psychic experiences brought on by the awakened kundalini, such as being able to read people’s mind & energies, and immediately being able to connect on a deep level with anyone in any situation. I became aware of my night time escapades astral travelling with my Twin Flame, as well as two previous lives with him.

I had dreams and visions filled with meaning, especially with regards to my purpose on this planet and how this related to my twin flame. I discovered that I was able to do energetic healing and found myself in receipt of endless downloads of spiritual information which I spent hours writing down every day for almost a year. After that night, I also found that I could ask any question about creation, life, God – anything, and be answered immediately. It was a constant discourse with God, or, as I perceived it at the time, a higher intelligence.

The unbreakable connection with my Twin Flame

Along with all this came an undeniable awareness of feeling another person – my Twin Flame – in the ether. He was there, on the inside, and I was sensing what he was sensing, feeling what he was feeling. He was part of my energetic make-up, and an undeniable part of me. At first I thought I was insane or that perhaps my sensory perception jumped up a few notches. My mind was full of questions: WHAT IS THIS? WHAT DOES IT MEAN? The strangest thing was that at first when the energies started to flow I could not remember one thing about the time I had spent with him. I was surprised by my own amnesia, unable to recall that we had worked together, what he looked like or why exactly he was no longer part of my life. What I did remember was looking into those intense blue eyes for the very first time and seeing my own soul, the timelessness of it all… I remembered what it felt like to have someone believe in me and accept me. I remembered how he always read my thoughts and knew me like no one else. How he was the only person to ever really understand me.

Every day I tried not to think about it but memories kept resurfacing in my mind, returning to me as clear as if they happened only yesterday. I remembered how he told me I was his mirror image. I remembered that kiss on the forehead, then standing at the train station with him that first night, then kissing him on Pont des Arts, spending all those days and nights together, the laughter, the tears.. The following week I got chatting to a guy at work who had been there for a couple of months but that I had never spoken to. We found ourselves talking about travel; a passion me and my Twin Flame share, and I found myself thinking how much he reminded me of my Twin Flame. Little did I know this man would become an important part of this stage of our journey since a few months later he also found himself reunited with his twin flame after 20 years apart and struggled to accept her unconditional love, just as my Twin Flame struggled with accepting mine.

Everywhere I turned I was being constantly reminded of my Twin Flame; every conversation I had, people I overheard talking, the songs I heard; everything served to tell me that I had to find him again. The speed and frequency with which events, signs and synchronicities unfolded left me in no doubt that the Universe was trying to tell me something. This combined with the intense energies I was feeling which seemed to relate to him made it impossible to concentrate on anything. I wasn’t totally sure why he was now suddenly such a part of my life again but I e-mailed him, feeling both pushed and guided to do so. I had no choice. I had erased his e-mail address but suddenly after 3 years it popped back into my mind. I just wanted to know he was happy. I wasn’t expecting to see him; I didn’t know if I even could or should.

He replied within hours of receiving my email, telling me how much he had missed me all these years. Nothing could have prepared me for the flow of energy I was now experiencing from just thinking about him. I could feel the slightest variation, the slightest vibration, the slightest shift… I seemed to be able to feel his energies resonate and interact with mine. Soon we were emailing and calling each other daily, discovering how closely our lives had once again reflected one another during the time we were apart. Amazingly he had also moved to the same country, right before I had and was now living less than an hour’s drive from me. Every day the energies between us kept intensifying to the point that it felt like a huge energetic vacuum was pulling us together with a force that was simply beyond our imagination. The connection took on a life of its own and we were both swept up in its undeniable magnetic force. Little did I know that in only a few weeks I would be back in his arms on the other side of the Atlantic, discovering just how deep and intense our connection really was, and simply picking up where we had left off last time.

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What did my Kundalini awakening teach me

My kundalini awakening hammered into me the fact that my Twin Flame and I were created together, never apart, never separate; always spiritually connected, always one. He is always with me, and he was here all along. My spirit was lifted up into a moment where no time and space existed and where he and I melded as galaxies were born. We were held in the warm embrace of God, infused in his light and power, yet where I knew that we are nothing but small particles in the vibrating heart of God, merged in All That Is and in each other so deeply that it would be impossible to untangle God from what is between us, or either one of us from our connection with God. We are bound together for eternity by God; our spiritual growth always a reflection of the other.

It was only years later that I learned that I had experienced a kundalini awakening – funnily enough for many years I had referred to it as a “spiritual orgasm” because that’s what it had felt like. With time I realised that this mystical expansion was just the beginning of my journey and that we don’t just become spiritual angelic beings overnight. Rather, we are given a glimpse of a higher reality which is now within our view and reach, and we are given the tools to get there, but we still have all our baggage to shed and internal work to do. Our only hope lies in the promise that the bliss and serenity we feel when we concentrate on the love and on becoming our true self will eventually lead us HOME.

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147 Responses to When the Twin Flame Kundalini rises and Souls merge – True story

  1. Butterfly67 says:

    Dear Georgio,
    I feel for you, and I just want to say this: When we love and there is pain… The only thing to do is, love more. Wish more beauty and joy to the One you love. Even if he or she is seemingly far away, twin flames are never far away from us.
    Sometimes their 3D incarnation cannot be physically near us because of differences of vibrations, being maturity or awareness of actual physical state. But our higher selves are never apart. Never.
    In my case, it is a matter of my twin flame being in the other world and myself being in this one.
    You once advised me to not do anything silly to get close to him faster, and that was a kind thought to have, showing compassion for a part of me that was suffering beyond words. But I am more patient now, partly because I am learning from this experience and feeling my heart expanding, but also because, simply, his energy is with mine constantly and makes sure I notice!
    I am having goosebumps and smiling as I write this thinking about the incredibly creative and poetic way this delightful soul finds to make himself heard and seen.
    Last time I felt a little down I received this message that I want to share: ‘If you feel sad, just love me more.’
    And that is so true… I we love someone, a human expression of Oneness, unconditionally as we say, then we must be happy for them wherever their current experience takes them. As we love more, our heart expands and feels more love coming from all around us. And just love them even more, always.
    Namaste and may 2016 bring more love and joy into your life

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    • doucejonna says:

      Thank you Butterfly67… Your love and compassion for your fellow travellers – and to Giorgio – shines so bright. Isn’t it funny that just as you wrote this comment, I too was comforting Giorgio with the same message.. (you should see my comment appear near yours). As I pressed “Send” your comment popped up and in essence your conclusion is the same as mine.. “When there is pain, the only cure is to love more”.. Truly! It is not to roll on the floor in agony and die but to open our heart even more; to love until we no longer feel the pain; until loving them beyond our human capacity becomes like breathing to us.. like second nature. Then all the inner debates, dilemmas and doubts are no more.. Because when we truly love unconditionally we don’t question.. We allow. We support. We show up. and we LOVE some more. It brings us blessings too. May the New Year bring you both Love and abundance from all directions. Jonna x

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      • Giorgio says:

        Dear jonna,

        What I have read now is where I am. thank you. my response to Butterfly67 is on the same path as you just have explained to me. As you just have invited, as fellas advised me to do. I have written much and expressed my thoughts my TF because of my past and present pain and what I feel that she also feels.
        You said this to me now –
        “If he moves into a new relationship, it is because he is still learning. I can allow him this because I know he is not ready to come to me. I WANT him to go out and experience everything he can, every single experience he needs, even with other women, because I KNOW they are stepping stones to his enlightenment, spiritual fulfilment and ultimately, our Union”

        You are right as I have already worked it out. She has a very weak Ego path. One that was identical to mine. I can even see very cleary what she will be going through as I have myself. I am more upset because I don’t want to see her hurt and suffer at someone else hands.
        Alas, I can hear you now smiling at me as if to tell me, stop and let her be. She too, as you said already must experience her own faith and that will lead her to her own understanding of what she needs to do to become enlightened as well.

        She feels me and I her. I love her more and more and more and more every micro second of this life and beyond. Elysium is where I feel I can touch already. I will be with her here or later on. I know that we have something else to do. How, I do know only that there are a lot of signs coming my way. I am sure that there is other signs going to her as well.
        It is what it is. as our creator said “I Am That I Am”.

        I say this every day, as many times as I can, as many times as I can.
        “My TF is a being of Violet Fire. My TF is the purity God desires.”
        I am contented and as I said to Butterfly67, I get tempted by the Demons of hell to stay where I was once. Now I laugh at them as I walk with my creator and look up for his smile that embraces me with acceptance and approval that what I am ding is right for my TF. I need to learn to forgive and be loving like our creator has taught us all along.

        As I always said “My TF is the end of the Line for me. I need or want no other.” I am contented.

        The last conversation we had I told her that ” I needed her because I loved her, not loved her because I needed her.” However, against what my gut told me, “I SENT HER THE VERY BEST WISHES FOR CHRISTMAS AND NEW YEAR. ” It really hurt me as I read that she wishes me a new start with new things for a new year. It alienated me more from her, as she is on her journey without me.
        To my comfort, I get all these messages within not to worry as things are not going to be what they seem. It is a process that we all need to see and recognise as part of our development to grow and love more the more we love. I must and I am exercising the analogy of the pain that I always said to my TF. The Love is always more than the pain. Always I love her and more true to the fact that I could see her do no wrong in my eyes. My love for her si true and I have let her be more than ever now.
        After that christmas message, I sent the last response. “Life Is Beautiful… ”

        She knows what it means. That was my message to her and the connection that she sleeps overnight with, every moment that I sleep with as well. Our bond is truly together and certainly as you all tell me, never more than a heart beat away.

        I am moving to europe to live although I will be working here. Commuting and although it is far away, I want her to know that I don’t want to be a burden for her. She knows where I am if she needs me. She knows who we are. She knows it all, as she always did.

        I adore her, more than ever. She is My True Love TF.

        Thank you jonna you are always there with open arms and your open heart of divine love for me and my TF.
        Thank you XXXXXXX

        Love Harmony and Believe XXX

        Giorgio XXX

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      • Butterfly27 says:

        Dear Doucejonna,
        That was such a beautiful synchronicity. It warmed my heart when I read your post and brought a beautiful light to the new year. I have not been back on the site since there, but I wanted to say gratitude then and now.

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    • Giorgio says:

      Dear Butterfly67

      How right you are. As we are all at different stages of our journey, we are all experiencing the same. Yes, we are all at different times yet almost identical events.
      You are a very courageous soul. Learned and loving, benevolent and preparing to enjoy your eternal seat in the after life, within the Elysian Fields with the Source. I am also going there, as now I have almost surrendered, not just to let her go, but even within my faith that I have let of my TF to be where she wants to be. It is there that she is to be as the carpet unfolds for her as well as I.

      I have accepted what my journey is asking me to do. Yes, just like the beautiful poetry that tells you from your TF’s voice that says to you “If you feel sad, just love me more”. Perhaps I will surprise you, but I mean Not to, as that is what my creator is telling me to do. I pray now more than ever in my heart for US, My TF and I, that we unite before the end of this, “My Last Journey Home” to Elysium. My spirit is so real, clear and loud with unexplained vision of all that is going on. I feel that I am in Elysium already, as part of me is so calm and contented to be with The Source. Am I illusional? I can assure you Butterfy67, I am not.
      I am safe and challenged, but I am staying firm with more and more Love for her. She is my TF and it is undisputed. The many signs that come out of the blues must only be to tell me that I must stay put and believe that The Source has more installed for US.
      “I we love someone, a human expression of Oneness, unconditionally as we say, then we must be happy for them wherever their current experience takes them. As we love more, our heart expands and feels more love coming from all around us. And just love them even more, always”.

      You said this and Yes, you are so right. I am at that junction and it has always been there for me. I just feel it more now than ever. My Demons try hard to convince me otherwise. Believe me , I too laugh at them now and ask them not to waste their time. I am within the arms of the blue Angels and Archangel Michael. I am so happy to be on this path. I am not even scared to die. Just concerned that within this Dimension my TF has a little work to do. But then my creator is beside me and he holds my hand. As we walk together I feel that I am the child that looks up to him and I am welcomed with this beautiful smile of acceptance that I am doing the right thing.
      I appreciate your words so much and I feel you and your TF as well. We must become LOVE before we even start to perhaps imagine what is waiting for us next.
      All I feel and know in my hearts that my creator is the true Life and eternity in motion of this amazing life that is so so beautiful beyond the physical ecstasy. It is beyond words.Beyond All that anyone can ever imagine to be majestic.

      I am to looking at 2016. I am where I am and want more of it. Time does not exist now anymore. I have connected and I am more in spirit.
      I always told my TF that she was the End Of The Line For Me. She is my TF. I need or want No One Else. It is the most satisfying feeling of all contentment. “Only if she knew how it feels”.
      Thank you Butterfly67, may the rest of your journey be as beautiful as your TF and where he is. Elysium is the place. I await the time for me to go there. I am happy.

      Love Harmony and Believe XXX
      Giorgio XXX

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    • Giorgio says:

      Dear Butterfly67 & jonna

      I have arrived back home from my short
      trip. I am very appreciative of both your comments, identical as I noted well and truly as yourselves have as well.

      I must share with you both that this really connects US, all on this blog jonna.
      I am very very spiritual and we all need to learn the path to eternal divine love. I am in it and yes I am loving my Twin as I said more and much more everyday. I see her in bliss now with this white light as I pray for her that she is loved and well. When I meditate she is there. I can touch her soul and kiss her spirit without any hesitation as my creator does it all for me.
      I just ask and send my divine love to her through the triangle and I see it going to her . It fills me with joy.
      Thank you both for your support.
      Xxxxxxx
      Love harmony and Believe Xxx
      Giorgio xxx

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    • Marie says:

      Thank you so much for sharing this publicly. I find myself in nearly the exact same scenario and I have often felt like I have been losing my mind! It’s nice to know that there are others out there experiencing what I’m dealing with.

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    • Sandra says:

      It is so true. I’ve been reunited with my twin soul on the inner plane for six months now – we have yet to meet realtime – and may never meet. Sometimes the yearning is so great I think I can’t stand it, but a few times I thought we were going to meet and I became panic stricken, anxious at the thought. Yet, like you said, my love is within me always and such love is undescribable! Such warmth, compassion, and bliss makes all the yearning worth it. So now (I say) the inner plane love is such a God-given gift I will accept it and not look forward to a physical meeting until God brings it about.

      Oh, BTW, I just was reading my dreams yesterday and came across one from December 2001 that was about my twin soul!! I was so amazed! So now I realize we have been together in this lifetime for much longer than I realized. I know we go back almost 1,000 years in a past life and this will be our last go-around.

      Thanks for sharing!
      Sandra

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  2. TwinFlameDawning says:

    Wow – how bizarre haha DouceJonna! Thank you for sharing this post!

    I just replied to a comment placed by Giorgio on another page, only to find this one, that has given me some insight into the magnetic feeling and desire I’ve been experiencing for the last six months!

    I welcome the experiences to also come to me further – that will be different to yours I know – but I welcome and look forward to those steps and stages……..!

    Love Is All There Is!

    Much Love, xxxxxxxxx

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    • Giorgio says:

      Dear TwinFlameDawning,

      I have been through the most beautiful and MOST high of Endearing feelings and divine loving experiences in this uniquely amazing part of my Aries / Libra TF journey. I must share this with you.

      My TF has an Aries rising and I have a Libra rising. we are the exact opposites of one another. The time we were born also coincides to be identically matched. I have done my homework and there is no doubt in the world that she might or might not be my TF.

      When we look at our photos even the corner of our eyes fit exactly the same, as the left is different to the right. when one puts the picture together though, in the opposite frame, it fits perfectly.

      There are also many things that my TF has expressed to me, ‘US’, during many our Soul connections and discussions, about when we were younger, that are the same not just similar. These are a many things that we could never deny. I certainly cannot either. We even like the same decor, fashion trend and happen to even ware the same type of many things. We are a mirror sample not an illusional myth.

      I have had to surrender, in All ways to give US both, time to work on ourselves and get our lives in order to be able to create the best of all chances for reunion.
      We knew 26 years ago who we were for each other and now even more so, yet this operation was necessary. I more so have had to realise and the Source has given me plenty of reasons and signs that I need to believe and have faith

      However, she is not ready for reunion. I have had to reassess my position as well, and so neither am I at this point in time ready either. We need to do some more work and with the help of the source we will be ready . It is not in our power to control this now anymore.
      My TF is pursuing her own worldly Egoistic comforts and wealth. I on the other hand, must finalise and do the things I need to do to be in a proper frame of mind spiritually and holistically.

      My TF and I are also so holistically identical. At the moment we are worlds apart in the physical. She is angry and so was I. At the moment we must work on our own explorations of the self. It has also given me the much needed time to realise certain things as well for myself to grow and mature in every way.

      My TF, in our 26 years of meeting, has been there through my marriage in the most intimate and personal ways during a few very very significant events. I would not mention any, openly here, because of some obvious reasons. All I can say is that My TF and I will never be apart. Ever,as I feel her and her thoughts, her actions and her wishes, her anger and her happiness. I see through her and when I use to confront her with her untruths, she would look at me with a look of “Why can’t you understand me through my look?”

      I did understand her, she just did not realise, what I was trying to tell her. I did not want to be away from her, having to lie to be with her and having to suffer so much, when we leave one another. She was just NOT ready yet.

      She saw my cry to be with her as unhappiness. That I was not happy with her or when i was away from her. She always use to tell me to enjoy the moment as for myself, my cry to her that there was “NO TIME FOR ME, THERE IS NO MOMENT. TIME STANDS STILL, AND IT IS US WHO TRAVEL ALONG THE PATH. I DID NOT WANT FOR US TO BE APART”.

      OUR Separation, I created. I had to, as she needed her free spirit to grow and explore the physical and worldly beauties of life. She needs to experience LOVE from others and help the ‘neediness OF Other Needy Souls’ that she chooses to meet. She needs to understand what true unconditional divine love is. Until she realises and misses it, she cannot understand it let alone want if.
      I, on the other hand, needed to work on my own other qualities. Like bring home the truth, about how myself must love myself even more, when it is painful and when I feel I am let down.

      We both are mirroring each other, so I need to work on myself more than ever to flow what positive energy that I can master, to flow BACK on to her.
      The pain we feel is not pain. It is a state of mind that I did not accept for our own good and understanding. As well Now I realise that it is for the good of our TF connection more than ever.

      My TF will not accept that her marriage was over when I told her, just as much as I did within my own marriage. She does not realise that she is trailing and mirroring me now. She is NOT in her marriage now. Funny how we all need to learn things as we make our own mistakes.

      Yes, I Left mine to be with her and I brought a lot of pain to myself in doing so. I had to though, and I have no regrets because my TF. As much as we are not together now, My TF is the most adored of the “Only Two” things I have closest to my heart. My own children and Herself.

      Now, she thinks that I don’t know that she has left her marriage, for herself to be with someone else and be free to be her own free spirit. She has been in denial and the profession that we are both in provides many opportunities and wealth. It is also a trap in many ways and diversions, that have lessons to learn that all that glitters is not gold.

      All opportunities carry lessons of life, attached to all that we see and all that we do. It is a maze of intrigue. One that we must filter to find our balance in life’s amazing beautiful journey, only to realise that we must purify our souls of the untruths and unjustness to our selves and others.

      This is an amazingly beautiful intriguing life we are in.

      I am also amazed at where I am NOW.
      This blog has give me the space and some appreciated comforts, as well as the understanding that I am not only myself in this same predicament, certainly I am Not alone. My my my, how many others are there out there, who are awakening to the same things that we are experiencing together!! The similar traits of the TF sequence of events and identical behaviours. Illusional, NO certainly, without a doubt, not.

      It is making US better SOULS and better communicators. It is bringing out of us, our fears and our Love in so many ways.

      We can excel to Stay focused and work on ourself, my friend Twin FlameDawning, it is an amazing journey. It is with every moment in the journey. The light at the end of the tunnel is Our creator holding eternity with a smile.
      The pain is, our mirror realisation of how much our saviour has suffered to try and convince the world of the love our creator has for US all, and what we could have.
      However, the irony of mankind, we died it to ourselves, NOT convincing enough in OUR hypocritical minds, that “We crucified” him even, in denial of that same love. The same love that we even deny all along, continually in search of something better, even to our own mirror Souls which is TRULY OURSELVES.
      I am not comparing the pain that Jesus felt. I cannot even imagine it.

      The analogy is there just to compare the pathways, which are “Denial, Love and Punishment”.

      I ask why sometimes and I still cannot get an answer yet.

      The accompanying analogy though is this –
      No matter how much our TF hurts us, we still love them, even more the more they do because that is what divine love is.
      Giving more and more love, as Butterfly67 and jonna confirm, the more pain we feel. Why?, because we must be there for them. No now else will be loving them as much as we do.

      I told my TF that I would go through fire for her, and her reply was, “I don’t want you to got through fire for me”. Now, when I look back I laugh and as certain as I said that to her, I am certain that I would do so if need be. I also realised her fears and her need to run away as my love for her is too much for her to handle and be restricted to the one AMAZING LOVE. she is just not ready for it. Not Yet. It is a one that is “Inalienable “ at this stage of the journey.

      “DISCERNMENT” as jonna mentioned is unquestionable.

      Yet, we are certain that ‘No’ one can love their TF, more than our own Mirror self. We mirror the love spiritually and physically.
      It is a divine connection. Contentment is within both of US. There is nothing that can compare and jonna is again right.

      We are only a breath and a heart beat away from them. I feel my TF, and I crave her more and more, yet, I feel that I am with her.
      I adore My TF no matter what. Even ‘The creator” let us go as well. Our Parents have let us go. We let our children go.

      We are here to mature and grow, but we must decide who we become and what we do. It will all come back to us. I have given My TF the right to come and go into the garden that always awaits her,. To visit and stay if she chose or wanted to.

      Pain is a state of mind once we can understand and manage the situation. It only depends on ourselves no one else.

      Our Ego trips will come to an end eventually and all we will have left is the truth of who we really are. Our Souls do NOT get old. We just beautify our souls through our own realisations that there is No fear really. There is not materialistic world that is going to last. There is only the truth and our soul at the end. All within eternity and that path is all there is.

      The light the end of the tunnels the smile of the Truth, the echo of the words, “I Am That I Am”.

      “My Twin Fame is a being of Violet Fire. My Twin Flame is the beauty God desires.”

      Life is Beautiful …

      I adore my TF more and more every day.
      Thank you TwinFlameDawning.
      MuchLOVE to You as well My Dear friend. XXX
      Thank you jonna and All of you for your support. XXXXX

      Love Harmony and BelieveXXX
      Giorgio XXX

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    • Giorgio says:

      Dear Twinflamedawning,

      I have read quite a bit of the blog that you have given me as the attachment. Lottos tit is what others wish to believe. I understand the doubt, but I also understand myself and the signs I am getting. Believe me, I know who my Twin Flame is. I also know that there is something higher than I and Mightier than I.
      In reality there is much to consider but when things are holy spiritually one does not need to go into smooch detail. I look at things from a very simplistic way of reason. I question the reality of the meeting myTF. However, I have seen what the purpose is that I must follow. It is certainly not hazed up. It is very clear what I am doing and I am very contented within.
      I will wait of my TF and she may or may not come back.

      I have surrendered very much and I am happy. Very happy7

      Thanks for reading my article.
      Good luck but life is a very, very kind entity yet, We must all surrender to the higher source. I Believe and love more. I also have this innate calling. It is what it is and the sound is real.I am very in tune with what life represents. Yes there re a lot of questions. For those who do not believe, well there is plenty of tim along the sheet for them to evolve and learn.
      I have been too a few things and they are amazingly clear and real. some of these things have already taken place. Ian where I should be. Mob faith is real and has brought me to a place of peace.

      LOVE, HARMONY AND BELIEVE XXX

      Giorgio.

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  3. i have never in my life herd words so beautiful and beyond this world. your words where more deep and exotic then poetry and a song its self. i to myself im going through a very smaller field of life. my twin flame had ran. but he had moved to NC before i did. he had told me before we broke up. later in my situation that i was in, i had no where else to go and i was not safe. I have alot of family down here so my dad help me move. Since then after i moved my life has changed completely for the better. i try not to think about him, but he randomly pops in my head out of no where. i ask God why, but some how in some way i know that God and the Universe it self is telling me something. Ive been to focused on trying to find a job that every time i have down time he pops up randomly lol. i guess life is funny like that ya know. but i just wanna say that your story really spoke to me in way that i never could imagine. it brought tires to my eyes and i thank you.

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  4. M says:

    Thank you Jonna for your incredible insight. Like some have already stated; you put words to feelings that we cannot. I consider myself to be fairly intelligent and pretty good with words but when it comes to this connection, I am close to speechless. My connection absolutely refuses to speak because things are so intense and confusing. Its now been 21 yrs since separation and he’s only validated my feelings once this entire time (5 yrs ago) though I have poured out my heart and soul to him literally thousands of times. And this is so unlike me. I would never in a million yrs put myself out there like I have and certainly would never be able to move forward heart wise as I miraculously have been able to do with him. Thank you SO much!! You are truly a gift from God.

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    • Giorgio says:

      Dear M
      Be strong. Stay with faith and SURRENDER. You will get your truth and that will be done as the spirit wants. The truth is that we must work on ourselves as we cannot make them see what we see. We are here to support you as best we can . Take care and believe xxx

      Love, Harmony and Believe XXX

      Giorgio

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  5. M says:

    May I also say there is a profound sense of truth in your words. When reading them they resonate so strongly I know they are the truth.

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    • Giorgio says:

      Dear M

      I speak from my Soul. My divine love is all from above and with immense passion. One that does not actually all come from myself: I have surrendered and as I am not idle but doing all that I can through connecting and meditating with my TF, through telepathic ways, the Holy Spirit and the Kundalini is what I turn to for assistance. I ask for permission to the source and I can tell you: I am getting the support That I am asking for. God gives us what we need sometimes and not neccessarily what we want. One needs to realise that since we meet our TF, there is a calling and it is a “loud calling in silence”. The source does not yell yet we can hear the calling in its silence. If you observe you can see the signs, if you listen you can hear the silence very loud and if you meditate you will move mountains, create rivers of strength and serenity will only be around the corner awaiting your calling through your strong belief. Your silence will shake the air to become soft yet strong, pleasant but defined with its potency. Your “Soul” will be calm and enlightened with time and space of the moment.

      Love, Harmony and believe XXX

      Giorgio

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  6. My TF has just told me that I am his best friend. We both know that our connection is very unique, special and one of trust and truth. However, I also find him physically attractive and it’s hard for me to keep those feelings out of it all as they are so strong..the combination of my love for him as a person and this sexual chemistry is really hard, but I told him this, I have been honest about it as I trusted and knew that he wouldn’t run. He hasn’t run at all, which is great, and he admitted that due to his insecurities and low self esteem from a past relationship, he can’t be intimate and that he doesn’t want ‘these feelings’ he has to ruin everything. I will try my hardest to be his friend only but any advice?

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    • Giorgio says:

      Dear “the nomadic Angel”

      “I have a lot of faith in this journey”.
      I am hurting but I am at Peace with my creator now after many mistakes.

      When I say faith, I am referring to the Kundalini which is based on the “Holy Spirit” as its fundamental core of belief.

      I am myself in a place of complete faith in the Source. I have what most recognise as the surrender stage of this journey after separation. Some state that, there is no such thing as surrender, chaser or runner even, but as most have experienced, that kind of energy that mirror images the other, hurts like nothing else in this creation when one leaves the other. It is the most painful feeling of all. It is a state of mind that needs a lot of work to stabilise again. It matures though during this time of trial .
      We tend to find ourselves in these situational actions of events by US and our TF, as we label adjectives to express what we feel along the turbulent hurtful moments of need. These moments that most certainly are nothing but a very realistic sequence of events that carries requests of wants, that is inexplicably devastatingly painful if we challenge those moments of individual desires.

      I believe that the Kundalini make all the sense and it is something that we are born with, at the time of our creation as mirror TF.

      It is well and good that we can struggle to understand all the ins and outs of this ‘Amazing’ relationship that will not ever leave us in the same state of being after we meet our ‘Mirror TF’.

      I have found that my surrender to the source is the most Divine Comfort Zone of all my stages. What do I have to share with you in this instance of your dilemma and questions regarding your stage with your TF about what they want and what you want ?

      “With all my experiences along this irreplaceable journey, I am at a state where I have to have complete faith in the Holy Spirit. The reasons why my TF and I separated are because I judged my TF. Because I have seen that she was living a life of a lie within this third dimensional way of existence, as I put my own opinion on the subject of her living ways.

      Instead of trying to understand her and her needs. Judgement is a curse as we all need to learn the ropes of life in our own ways not in someone else’s way of understanding.
      Yes, I pray a lot now and my mistakes of not stepping back and Not judge my TF has created a a lot of pain. Pain, that if i knew better then, I could have avoided this separation with the strength of knowledge.

      I tried to make my TF to commit to us as she was in a marriage where she regarded her time in her life as “The free Spirit Time” as she referred to it. It was a time where she reasoned that she could do anything that she wanted with herself, her ’Temple” her thoughts and ’No one ‘ had the right to tell her what to do.
      I tried to show her how much ‘I absolutely loved her’, ‘adored her’ beyond this third dimensional comprehension of what love really is. I always expressed to her that “ I adored her Not just loved her’.
      What state are you in at this stage, can you live with their requests and desires? Can you stay with them without judging them? Are you happy to do your thing and let them live how they want to live in their own ways of expressions?

      Well, a way that I expressed to my TF how divine my love was for her (in my own way of loving her divinely.) How deeply I loved her even to the point of going through fire for her; I would die for her if I had to, for her to stay alive. I would do it without hesitation, even more NOW.
      We are in a state of our journey of separation.
      I pray every day every moment for her and I.

      Try and understand the path of your journey and the our purpose of your journey as TF.

      It should be this and I ask you to listen to RUMI.

      “Didn’t I tell you” .

      this is music and words but it sure tells you what path you both need to see and visualise.

      My journey is different to yours and you must drcifer what You Both need and where you both need to journey to.

      Love, Harmony and Believe xxx

      Giorgio

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    • Giorgio says:

      Dear “the nomadic angel”

      One other thing that might help you.

      Fill your lives with knowledge and philosophy. It is a good vehicle to enlightenment and Peace within your heart. Find ways that you both love and cherish and find the basics that are simple in your lives as you keep things simple and harmonious. Always find Peace within yourselves first then together as this will give you both the self love that you both need to compliment one another. It should not be hard as you are TF and that is a gift that was given to you when you were created.

      Listening to RUMI is an amazing eye opener, music and moments of meditation together if you can. If he is away from you still do it and connect with each other through your telepathic ways.
      That in itself is divine.

      I am here for you. I will be interested to hear what doucejoanna has to say. She is very calming and wise.
      Love harmony and Believe XXX
      Giorgio

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      • Thank you so much Giorgio. I believe myself to be evolved both in how I relate to people on a humanistic level (I have a Counselling qual) and in my personal spiritual journey. I love my ex, who I separated from a month ago, unconditionally and I consider myself a very non-judgemental person who always wants everyone I love to be happy, whether that means I am in their lives or not. I believe in giving freedom to people even though it may hurt me, it’s not all about what one person wants…I care too much to restrict anyone else of their own journey.
        It is through our love of Philosophy & Spiritualism that me and my TF started talking at work. You mention Rumi and amazingly, he has recently introduced me to Rumi as his favourite inspiration.
        He also meditates a lot (but has recently admitted that he has had to do it more recently due to ’emotional turmoil’) and he has suggested we go to his class together. So all that you suggest is actually in motion, which I can’t help but feel is very synchronisitic.
        I know I have to try and curb my feelings of sexual attraction, it’s not what he wants from me and he has said that it confuses his peace and zen, due to his past relationship.
        It’s hard for me but this love is so worth it.

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      • Giorgio says:

        Dear the nomadic angel

        He needs to realise that he is at a place of re union with you. There is work that needs to be done with letting go of the past.
        Tell him that if he does ZEN, then he must be aware of that life is an illusion. All that is in the third dimension is an illusion. Spirituality is the Source of our existence. Forget Religions and the representatives. They too are an illusion. Use what you need and the rest you let go. Only use what is useful.

        You both need to understand that because you have found your TF it is a calling of Love for yourselves and this creation. The Source created you, yes you will suffer but tough your suffering you will find re-union , Peace and harmony. You need to invest in the life that the Source is enticing you to work on. Don’t let the Matrix and the veil side of it deprive you of your journey’s purpose.
        The creator created you from the one Soul to unite again as a sign of appreciation for your creation. There are Angels that can and will help you stay in a safety net as other evil forces attack you through deceitful ways to delay your reunion. The Divine Mature love is what your main purpose is as all stems from there. This is not just your love but this is an example of divine love that others can see to follow suit.
        tis is not just a selfish way of surrender to the love that you both have but a love that the world needs to understand as well. “No other Soulmate can do this”.

        Mediate together if you can, work together and help him to understand to be in the moment.
        “The Moment Is now, It is the Moment, It is Eternity, Now”

        This is your calling for the most important investment in your reincarnation years of probably over 1500 years of reincarnations. this is an amazing calling for both of you.
        This is Alchemy. This is ZEN.

        I have done ZEN meditation myself and all I see when I meditate is
        LOVE, HARMONY AND PEACE.

        You need to work through meditation for your reunion. Answer the calling , it is NOW.
        I can hear it, I can see it.

        Love, Harmony and Believe XXX
        Giorgio

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      • Giorgio says:

        Dear TF, the nomadic angel,

        This is the most beautiful of all passion in the most Mature of “Divine Love”

        My love for my TF gets stronger every day. More and more as time stands still I pray and surrender, I let go as I, YES, I long for the divine to help me find contentment as he holds my hand along my journey.

        If your TF does ZEN meditation he needs to evaluate and realise that he too must surrender and strive for re-union with you. His fears will vanish as you and him will just be what God gifted you with; “True Mature Divine Love”.

        I do ZEN meditation for 44 years now. It is a beautiful path.

        Remember though, “There is nothing like this love, NOTHING”. This is the most potent and the closest love to GOD.

        Fear is what all of us must challenge. We need to face it and burn it as we destroy the surrender so our path to the almighty is clear and serene, pure without any obstructions and decorated with our presence of the return to the spot of our creation. Re-union to defy the soldiers of evil.

        There is no time in the eternal. It is what it is “ETERNAL”.

        My TF friend, You stay strong and pray. You meditate and connect as you clear the mixture of unclear waters that are between you both. Believe that your
        ” TF is your wind that keeps you high and the boat that keeps you afloat, the music that you never tire of and the love that no other can ever even come close to compare even, let alone replace”.

        “Believe who you are to him and He to you, for there is nothing, no even; forces that can ruin the gift of your creation. It is pure and created out of love with love for Divine Love”.

        Yes, It is certainly worth it. By endless Miles of vision and serenity, it is just incomprehensible.

        Love, Harmony and Believe XXX

        Giorgio XX

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    • doucejonna says:

      Dear the nomadic angels,
      thank you for taking the time to comment, I can see you’ve already “met” Giorgio who often shares his divine inspiration and love for his twin flame with all the readers here. 🙂
      I don’t know how much of my story you know, but I was also “friend zoned” by my twin flame after our initial passionate Union, and then again after our reunion. It seems to be a pattern for many of our counterparts: to want to be with the other, but then finding the reality too intense, pulling back and using the friend zone as a sort of a “buffer zone” that allows them to still care about us but to keep their distance. I think many twins, including mine, find comfort in describing the connection as a “friendship” because to classify it in any other way would demand a commitment to a relationship that they are simply not ready for. The twin flame connection is unlike any other male-female connection and it can be hard to know what to call it anyway.
      By the way, did you ever have a physical, sexual or romantic relationship with your twin? If you did, then at least you know what he is friendzoning you simply out of his own need to find some ground to stand on amongst all the intensity – because no matter what he says, you know you are more than friends – it’s just that he changed his mind about it, for whatever reason… And if you didn’t share such a relationship then it is still possible that he feels much more than just friends do – he just isn’t able to give you anything more at this point. And that’s ok. Do you best to be a friend to him. It may just be the common ground for you to build on. After all, as twin flames you are in it for the long run.
      Ultimately, the twin flame journey is the journey to the self – and as you both travel your parallel paths you will find that as you gain more spiritual and emotional maturity your 3D relationship will also evolve and become easier and lose some of the emotional intensity which makes parts of it so difficult at the moment. You Will find more of a balance and it will be easier for both of you to see clearly:I.e you may even come to a place where you understand that the sexual and passionate feelings are part of the connection but that we are not slaves to them and we can decide, together with our twin flame, the way in which we choose to relate to each other.
      I find that even if in 3D we don’t currently have the sexual and romantic connection, the 5d connection provides this and so much more. So in a way I am not really lacking anything.
      Anyway, that’s just some thoughts… Wishing you lots of love and blessings
      Jonna x

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      • Thank you so much for your heartfelt and honest reply, Jonna. We have only known each other for a short time and it wasn’t an immediate ‘romantic’ connection for me, I just felt an overwhelming sense of knowing and belonging in our mutual interests, beliefs and passions in life. I started to be attracted to him in a sexual and romantic way after we had spent time together alone and others around me commented on the fact that they could see his attraction to me. When I started letting go of my own doubts (I was still in a long term relationship when we met) I realised (and felt intuitively) that he was feeling it too, but he never said anything and no, we have never been romantic or sexual. It was when I sensed him making excuses for meeting up that I had to be honest and tell him how I was feeling and what I suspected. I knew, but didn’t really want to admit to myself, that his excuses were based on a barrier that he was putting there, namely his fear. He admitted this and we have been very honest about what is happening, and his insecurities from the past are what he knows he has to work on. I believe he will and I have told him I am here for him as a friend and kept the road open to him if he changes his mind about taking us to the next level. I am blessed to have such a wonderful man in my life; we give each other so much and the level of trust and openness has also allowed me to explore some of my own issues, the most prominent one being my inherent need to control. I see now that this relationship is perfect in that it will bring out all of our fears and if we continue to communicate as we have started to do, we will just get closer and closer. I hope that one day he will feel as I do. Love & Light to you, and everyone who is going through this beautiful ascension ❤

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      • I would like to post an update on my situation with my beautiful twin. We have continued to spend a lot of time together and have meditated together and separately and this has brought us even closer. I have also been doing chakra cleansing meditation for the both of us and he has told me that he is really healing on a spiritual level, starting to shed the hurt and insecurities of his existence before we met and that I have helped him profoundly with this. He still maintains our connection as an expression of a deep & unconditional love (although we have not said the words ‘twin flames’) but last night we actually came together in a most amazing way physically. It felt like nothing I have ever experienced and it took us both by surprise how we felt. It was like a home-coming but also very passionate like I wanted climb inside him. This morning we messaged each other and he is concerned that the connection will somehow bring in low energy to our friendship, he is worried that he was acting out of lust but I have said it was not like that in any way and that our connection will never be tainted. Is there anything else can say to reassure him? He was brought up in a strict catholic environment and this has shaped his view of sex a lot. I told him that sex is also a spiritual act of love for me and that i am so happy we shared this experience.

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  7. Elhameyat says:

    I can’t tell you how identical our stories r except in some incidents, i wash shocked to read things I thought i only know and happened to me only! I did feel i was going crazy and still do sometimes. But it feels way right than wrong that it keeps u going with untagged force towards the unknown.
    I love u coz i don’t have anything as precious to offer.
    Thank you for writing this.

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  8. Beautiful description and very accurate. I would like to point out however, the serious flaw of the notion/implication that one can only have one twin flame. Divinity would not create such a limited concept. I have had kundalini experiences as you have described with people, with music, with nature etc. Not everyone is ‘open’ enough, aligned or mature in their spiritual awakening to receive shaktipat with one another, but ALL of us have that potential to share in Oneness with one another, no matter what – none of us can be excluded or exclusive (‘special’). I have had kundalini bliss with more than one person and these states brought on shared passion, bliss and ultimate unconditional love. And sometimes, nothing physical came of the experience at all. The danger happens when we start ‘needing’ the other in order to feel bliss – when we start to place power outside of Ourselves and with another. No one is more precious than our own Self – nothing and no one outside of us can compare. All another person can do is to share with us – to see the reflection of their Divine Self in us and vice versa. They cannot make us happy, fulfill us or complete us. We must not rely on another to ‘uplift us’ or we end up pining for them like a drug. We are already complete. No other entity can create or provide that completeness as it is already present. We must remain open to love and sharing from all or we cannot truly transcend into the vastness of our being. This is why ‘twin flame’ relationships often don’t last – they are only meant to spark you into remembering your Divine nature otherwise you’d become obsessed with the other, halting your advancement in the remembrance of Self.
    Remember, not all are here to journey with us. We contact others and experiences in order to grow and evolve – that is the only true purpose of these encounters. Spirit is indifferent because it knows It’s eternal vastness and the absolute insignificance of physical form. Spirit does whatever it takes to awaken us to our True nature. Those who choose to journey with us are committed – not ultimately to us, but to Self. We can then support each other on the path and help to elevate one another’s consciousness. But still, although we may share a ‘holy relationship’ with those who can share with us, they are not special. To make someone or something special is to judge something or someone as better than – ‘my precious’. This creates suffering when we place the precious or treasure of bliss outside of Oneself. We must also be aware not to judge bliss as better than anything else or again, suffering is created. It is simply a state. It is no ‘better’ than petting your dog and feeling warmth in your heart and a simple smile of contentment. These states and experiences simply have different ‘flavours’ and pining and longing for a certain state or feeling lie in our judgment. So, we are ultimately teaching ourselves that we are complete already – that we do not need anyone or anything, yet, we are still able to share in love with those that can also share. The twin flame energies you encounter will not end there with that person alone. Creation is ever-expanding and will challenge you to join with others and eventually, with all of it!
    If we want to look at the concept of twin flame correctly, consider the twin energies of male and female (pingala and ida serpents) we possess that cojoin/entwine energetically within the spine already. As kundalini rises, these energies become full of fire and ignite, allowing for the kundalini fire that rises up through the crown as our advanced yogis have described. The female and the male within Oneself must fully join and connect for completeness to become a reality. We must become ‘married’ to Ourselves and accept that marriage as within, not as outside ourselves. Another can only remind us of this Union. We expand from carnal or earthly love into Divine love. Then, we remember our androgyny – that we are neither truly male nor female in spirit but the perfect union of both. The true twin flame is falling forever in love and bliss with Yourself – with All!
    Lovely read! May your experiences be ever-expanding!
    Love and blessings

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  9. Sunday says:

    Experienced a kundalini rising upon a sexual encounter with this man. It’s been almost 3 years now and he’s not physically with me. They say that twin flames have work to do together for the planet… Well I have no idea what this “work” could be. I guess anything is possible.it hurts me when people tell me he was just a catalyst and to move on, it was me all along and the awakening would have happened with or without him. How could something so real be a catalyst? Why did Ierge with him?

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    • Mary says:

      You’re work is love. Recognize the negative emotions like pride and especially keep close watch on jealousy as it courses constantly and very subtly under the surface constantly. Jealousy leads to anger and then to hatred. Hatred is opposite of love and causes heat. It is why we are burning up our planet. Think about jealousy and what people do with it and you’ll see global warming is the result of jealousy overtaking the mind. Think carefully on that point alone and you will not engage in behaviors that spring from jealousy which create actions that cause harm.

      Once you train like that very hard- and you will need support. I recommend Garchen Rinpoche- find him on YouTube, or another fully enlightened being, then you will get instructions naturally on how to see your mind.
      You’re mind is pure. It is God. It’s nature is love. It is without beginning or end or middle. It is vast. Once you have that you will live moment by moment mindfully letting all the poison that comes to and over the mind go and only thinking, speaking and acting from the mind-the pure primordial mind of Love which is God.
      You start that work you’ll be enlightened quick and anyone who sees you, hears you, remembers you will be blessed for your very life will be a cause of liberation for all beings.
      Twins are Love. Twins don’t seek God outside their union. Twins see their union as God. So you see, you will be in heaven in this very life and though you will have a lot of work to do to overcome the craziness possessing those around you, you will see that all beings at their essence are also pure, also love, also God. Just your presence in the world will help beings wipe away the crap they grasp to (duality) and see their true nature (love).
      Your twin will appear somewhere in there.
      You got this. What a super question you asked.
      It means you are about to be enlightened.
      Am sorry if sound preachy. I don’t know anything but what my twin taught me through his good works. So I’d be very amiss to not point that out. YOU NEED VAST EXPANSES OF MERIT. You get merit through good deeds. Practicing generosity and so on.
      And last, your new best friend that is absolutely critical to this process is PATIENCE. Don’t lose your love! Practice patience.
      Yay! I found a sibling today! Thank you for your awesome question!

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      • Sunday says:

        A soul sibling for sure. You should add me on Facebook so we can message each other. Your story of a divine marriage is very similar to mine.

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  10. Mary says:

    When we met we went to a dark place and sat alone on a couch together side by side not touching and wow did kundalini come up fast. When our heads were being stretched to and within one another and we realized we had the same brain, saw a huge DNA helix before us with our eyes, and other sacred phenomena I will not mention- all in the matter of moments– we realized we had just been married. We have been that way ever since. THEN we went and started looking into what that magic was and we figured out its called “twin flames”. I think we got lucky having the experience before the concept.

    A point of matter to some may be that you gotta realize once you get to this place of conjoinment, you can’t part each other. To be honest, joined at the hip and everywhere else. Even to the bathroom we go together. It’s not like you’re going to get in a car and drive away from your other half to go to work or anything. We haven’t been out of sight of each other in over 20 years.
    So think about that. If you want independence, realize that asking for this experience is contrary to that. If your twin is ascended or out of embodiment as is often the case then you’ll love this am sure.
    Also beware you’ll see everything very different after this experience. Your latent psychic talents will appear. I can’t imagine someone not having mediumship at that point but maybe other things occur. One thing is for sure, you can’t have this experience and not watch your mind constantly judging that everything you think say and do is from the source. And that is not a lazy path. That is constant work moment by moment and true mind training. That is seeing negative emotions as they arise and calling them out. Only acting on good. You will need PATIENCE to do this for patience protects the mind of love. There will be no more whining and grasping. So know that! It’s a lot of work to be living from source.
    And what is source? God.
    And what is God? Pure love.
    And that is what the twins have going on and what ever major religion teaches at its pinnacle including Buddhism that does not identify anything as a God but teaches Bodhichitta which is Love.
    So don’t think it’s some fairy tale deal- even though it really is. It’s a lot a lot of work to control your mind and only come from Source. The kundalini Ascension will help that by knocking down the baser instincts of the human brain.
    One things for sure: nowhere to run and nowhere to hide. You’re identity will be consumed back into the flame of God. That is the three flames at the heart twin flame die bards read about. They will fold over and under and around and within until there is no more seperation. And those of you who have a close connect to Christ or your guru will know what this is. You’ll never be alone again. Even in the bathroom. I swear to God.
    Thanks again

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  11. Mary of M and J says:

    My twin has re-entered our original state. Meaning he has displayed leaving his body but he is beyond birth and death now. He got the merit due to his work in this world benefitting millions of people and studying and practicing love. He practiced generosity and love and gave his life in service to help others rarely thinking of himself. He is by any master’s account a true Great Being. He really did it in this life and that should be good for others to know. It is indeed possible to fully actualize. Am very proud of him.

    If we were inseperable before… Wow there aren’t words to describe what it is like now. He is my wisdom. Our mind is the same. Our heart is the same. We have a lot of work to do now that wasn’t possible before.

    Buddhism helped us tremendously over many years to have instruction in mind training. I am convinced the ascended masters want such teachings. We are students of His Emminence Garchen Rinpoche. You can find his teachings on YouTube. They are all about loving kindness, compassion, selflessness, method and wisdom. He is a very important Drikung Kagyu yogi. I think a big part of our twin success was that we were guided by him. We have understanding that blows away anything we ever found otherwise. He taught us how to increase and live from love. He taught us truly what it is to be Yab-Yum.

    My husband has attained a state beyond Ascension or dimension and as we are are one, lucky me. Be a good twin like mine and do good works to carry your spouse up the levels. It’s a tremendous gift for all beings that you’d do that. It’s like having an overflowing merit account for your twin to have direct access too.

    Sweetest man ever! I always tell my twin “I love you” right before falling asleep at night. Now the reply is “we love all beings” which is like being loved a zillion times over. All that love is an offering to the field of love and as that is where our twinship has always been, it’s just truly amazing for me to understand that we’re forever engaged in inconceivable love. Indescribable. Beyond the beyond of transcendence. Transcending the transcendence of transcendence. Pure love. I feel extremely lucky.

    I’m not sad. I AM home.
    Love to all of you. Om Mani Peme Hung

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  12. Not True says:

    I don’t believe a word of this, no such thing as a kundalini awakening or Twin Flames; these are nothing more than energy vampires who suck the life out of the more enlightened person and then run, leaving them feeling worthless and ruined. I know this for a fact; I had an energy vampire who ran, and I don’t ever want him back. I will never believe Twin Flames actually exist or that kundalini awakenings happen.

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    • Destina says:

      Sounds like the running stage. It’s hard and it hurts. Don’t be bitter…. It’s for a reason. If you didn’t believe then you wouldn’t have subscribed to this blog. Stay positive and have faith…. You will see that you will not agree with what you wrote.

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      • Giorgio says:

        Dear Not True,

        Well done Destina.

        NOT TRUE, Faith is one of the positives. Knowledge and positive action with affirmations in the “Present” moments.
        Do not waste time in the Past or the future, wishing. Work with your Spirit guides and ask them to give you directions in the NOW. This is “The Ultimate ” in a third dimension Divine love that comes from a much higher Dimensional power.
        Believe, ask the holy Spirit and work towards an inevitable R-Union. Your Soul is always together, always. Yu must believe NOT suffer, FEEEEELLLL your Twin Flame. They are the “Mirror You”.
        Even buddha says, “What you think, You become”/ So think positive please. The is the time of awakening and awakened we are. Join us don’t give up, for ours is the victory over all the evil workers. Be the lightwkrker that is holy and determined with faith. That is what the source wishes to see you do. Nothing is acheived without hard work.

        Love, Harmony and Peace with Belief XXX

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  14. Nirmal says:

    Hey Guys,
    Fantastic Post, i was looking to create an online community to gather the people who have met their twin flames and going through the inevitable stages of it. I have currently undergoing the stages so I thought It will be really cool to connect to people who are in similar situations. There are a lot of people out there who claim that they are out there to help twin flame unite but they are only bunch of business minded people who are only looking for money.
    Who is up for a community for love and no other hidden agenda?
    please connect, we can link up on facebook or whatsapp or whichever is more convenient.
    Thanks,
    Love and Light on your journey,
    Nirmal
    (from Mauritius)

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  15. Realizing the powerful twin soul connection awakens us to eternity.

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  16. Sunday says:

    So I have a request: I love this story, the author is able to put the kundalini experience into words that others can’t. I’ve tried, but your explanation is like poetry. I remember seeming the cosmos, and the explosion and creation of the universe, floating in the beautiful colors of the gaseous universe out there. The I met the creator. He was mad at me, I’m not sure why. My only guess is because I met him during a sexual experience. Idk! But then he gave me a message…. But as hard as I’ve tried (meditating) I don’t seem to remember whAt he told me, just basically along the lines of ” stop asking question” and just trust. So here I am trusting that I am exactly where I’m supposed to be at exactly the right moment.

    My request to the author is the following…. Can you please have your significant other write their story from their point of view. The whole time (3 years) you were gone, what was he thinking? Did he have a kundalini awakening as wel? Did he think about you a lot? I have so many questions, I can’t help it!! I’d love it if you answered these questions. Thank u for your time. With love Sunday.

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  17. HBC says:

    I am actually feeling it right now, and I am cherishing the moment.

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  18. Butterfly67 says:

    So happy for you!

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  19. I would like to post an update on my situation with my beautiful twin. We have continued to spend a lot of time together and have meditated together and separately and this has brought us even closer. I have also been doing Chakra cleansing meditation for the both of us and he has told me that he is really healing on a spiritual level, starting to shed the hurt and insecurities of his existence before we met and that I have helped him profoundly with this. He still maintains our connection as an expression of a deep & unconditional love (although we have not said the words ‘twin flames’) but last night we actually came together in a most amazing way physically. It felt like nothing I have ever experienced and it took us both by surprise how we felt. It was like a home-coming but also very passionate like I wanted climb inside him. This morning we messaged each other and he is concerned that the connection will somehow bring in low energy to our friendship, he is worried that he was acting out of lust but I have said it was not like that in any way and that our connection will never be tainted. Is there anything else can say to reassure him? He was brought up in a strict catholic environment and this has shaped his view of sex a lot. I told him that sex is also a spiritual act of love for me and that i am so happy we shared this experience.

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  20. Bill Surprise says:

    what you describe exactly matches what I keep on feeling since I met someone magical. “spiritual orgasm” running up the spine and filling the head with light and the communication, touch and merging into one being kept me wondering what it is. It seemed, and I have hoped (and am quite sure, judging from a few incidents) that he’s involved in my feeling so, and hopefully same applies to him. the relationship brought about many magic, but unfortunately (or not) is running also exactly as you describe, both of us have relationship that aren’t working but we can’t abandon either, although with both of us somewhat believing something will turn out to be. after reading what wikipedia describes kundalini awakening, i am in no way new agey type, but it’s exactly I have been experiencing since the story with this person started three years ago. amazing.

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  21. Katherine says:

    Do u have an email to contact on plz

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  22. Betony says:

    Thank you for sharing this. Tears are streaming down my face reading this.

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  24. Stewart Roland Hardy says:

    Hi, my name is Stewart Roland Hardy. I’m from Thunder Bay, Ontario. A quick perspective on twin flame ethereals; (a link I’ve been reading) the reason I’ve been researching about twin flame ethereals is because of someone named Mina, I’ve had the sense it was her for two years, if only we could figure it out 😦 ❤ , 🙂 here is the link;

    Etheric experiences with your Twin Flame
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    Posted by anga1111 in Twin Flames ≈ 4 Comments
    Twin Flames are a unit, a single cell from the Source embodied in two bodies of different polarities: male and female.

    Ethereally, they are connected through the chakras, especially the heart which is the main link by which these souls are connected.

    This tie -heart to heart- is their way of communication and contact. It can feel as a gentle vibration or heat in the area of the heart.

    Twin Flames can sense what their partner is feeling: they can even have the same pain or illness.
    Feelings of sadness or joy suddenly arriving without explanation, have much to do with what your other half is feeling.

    The etheric connection is limitless.
    A pair of Twin Flames can make love thousands of miles away by just thinking about each other.
    They can do it both consciously (those who have already recognized each other as a Twin) and unconsciously.

    Just thinking about each other creates an immediate etheric connection: they can physically feel it like stroking, vibrations, an ecstatic energy that fills the soul with joy, physically and spiritually. They meet also in the world of dreams, to transmit messages, or just join each other when in the physical plane they are separated.

    Their telepathy is amazing: when Twin Flames are in contact (talking personally or online) whether or not aware of their connection, they are able to know what the other is thinking, and to notice this can be very intimidating (which can cause fear in within the running counterpart).
    That’s why we should not hold any grudges or angry thoughts about our Twin Flame -whatever they could have “done” to us- because when we feel any kind of anger or resentment it will turn against us, as we are one.

    We just need to radiate our unconditional love towards them, knowing that this is the only way that love (which always emits a healing energy) sent from heart to heart will reach our beloved one, breaking the barriers and obstacles created by ego and mind which are ultimately the cause of separation and escape.

    Much blessings.

    Angave.

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  26. clayton says:

    Okay it’s like reading my story only upside down and backwards. I’ve only four words..

    1) LOVE (with all capital letters of course)
    2)LOVE
    3)THANK you

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  27. A says:

    Hi. I need some kind of advice please, if you can help me. This story resonates with me in the sense I understood that I was the runner. I didn’t know about twin flames until 3 weeks ago. I met a man 13 years ago. It was love at first sight. So intense. The attraction was huge. The connection. The love. The curiosity. He saw me, followed me I saw him and he started talking to me. We were both in a very unusual place when that happened. I am not open to have sex freely, I am reserved in sexual encounters. I haven’t had many but I felt I needed to have sex with him urgently (still it feels that way, as if he could ignite something within me). We spent 2 weeks together in his country and it was beautiful. We developed a strong connection. He had some personal problems at that time so he wasn’t ready to be with me but asked me to wait a bit. We speak different languages, I am the one who speaks his language. After that, time we communicated by email and phone calls. We saw each other again and it was a mess because it was as if he didn’t want to see me. I thought he didn’t love me. I was feeling fear and a deep sadness. I returned to my ex, I loved him but it was nothing comparing it to the feeling I had for this special man. I was very insecure. We kept communicating for 4 years more, he tried to convince me he loved me but I couldn’t believe him, I stopped trusting him, I told him he would live me when he got tired about me. I thought he was faking everyting, that he was playing with me. He asked me to go and live with him. Then he told me he would wait for me. I didn’t believe a word. He was attractive, he could be with any woman, at least, I thought it. At the same time I wanted to be in touch with him, so kept tecting him, but we ended up burning the relationship. Until by complete I went to his country and the city he was living in. We met and we couldn’t understand each other. I think he stopped trusting me, too. I felt he was mad at me and felt I was hurting him and me. And I wanted him to be happy and free. I thought I was preventing him to be free. I didn’t have the strenght to go with him even if I would believe him. I decided he needed to move up and me too. We needed to forget about each other. I couldn’t imagine being in touch with him and that someday he tells me he had met someone else, getting married, etc. It was too painful only to imaging it. So, I cut all the contact with him, blocked him, erased all the memories, pictures, emails, decided not to pronunce him name never again as if he didn’t exist. I only kept a couple of thing from the weeks I shated with him, that linked me with him in the physical real. But I never really could to forget him. I thought I really moved on. I mean, I got married and had a child. Time passed by. From time to time I allowed myself to think of him. Listening a song he dedicated me at that moment. Or through a special movie he asked me to watch. But I repressed him in my mind once and again. It was so sad to remember him and that it wasn’t a real love. That we could make it happen. I was mad at him at the same time. From time to time I searched him on internet. Eventually I found his Instagram, but I felt bad that I was checking on his life. Though I felt he was checking too.
    Two months ago (9 years later the ladt time I saw him) I started writing which I thought was a simple love story inspired by the two of us, because I was feeling empty and realised I need to have a more meaningful life. I wanted to do something with meaning. So I started reading about how to write a love story while writing at the same time. I started to remember little by little about all our story, like a movie. I ended up reading about twin flames and I couldn’t believed how everything matched perfectly. I was the runner. Eventually I couldn’t stopped writing. I was (am) hook. Words kept appearing until I realised I was writing a story of two twin flames. I was in shock. Memories started to appear one after the other and I saw everything from a new perspective as if this writing were telling me how everything went by them. I forgave him. I felt stupid. I felt as if I completely had misunderstood everything what happened. I had prejudices about him. I started thinking about him more and more. Started feeling him inside me, started listening his voice in his language in my head. I felt the love between the two of us. I told to myself I still love him, something I never accepted. I have grown from that time, though. I am stronger.
    A week ago I asked to the universe for a prove that he thinks of me still. I was very specific. He normally doesn’t post in his Instagram so I asked that if he thinks of me he will be posting a picture and I could see it the next day. I fell asleep and when I woke up, there was it: the most beautiful picture of a landscape, as if we were together taking that picture. I felt a strong electricity passing through my body, as a lighting and started crying. I mean, I couldn’t believe it. I felt his love. I sourrended. Coincidences have been all around, too. I felt the urgency to write to him. I feel him in my chest. He is the only person I wanted to speak with about what I was feeling. I wanted to write an email as we used to do. I wrote it but I only manage to say hi over his instagram. It was 2 days ago. He hasn’t reply. I focused on myself, I am sending love to him and I feel as if he has replied.
    I am feeling inconditional love. I cry, get mad, angry, feel nothing next, then bliss and so on. Yesterday I was feeling a very strong beating in my chest, the heart chakra. Several times, so strong that I needed to hold myself, relax and feel it completely. I couldn’t control it. I don’t know if it is related with kundalini arisen. It awoke me last night too, feeling the same. Something is telling me he is asking me to wait but I dont know if I am getting crazy and imagine everything. I mean, we live in different continents. I mean it is possible for this to be real? For me? I am a mess at the moment. I find myself meditating easily. I want to be alone. If I could I would go to a mountain. I find myself eating less, wanting to be healthier, as if we will meet in months. I mean, I have my life but I don’t know. I don’t want to analise it very much. I am focusing in the universe. I feel as if I am changing.
    So I ask you, it is possible the energy in my chest to be kundalini?
    And if I write him, will I be bothering him? Interfering with his life? Something is telling no, but I don’t know. It was long time ago.
    I wanted to speak about this only with persons with similar ecperience. I appreciate any insight. Thank you.

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    • A says:

      UPDATE:
      I got a HUGE synchronicity regarding him thinking of me. He replied today. One word. I felt it so deep inside me. After 9 years it seems as if we were all the time together. I feel him so strong in my chest that it seens that we doesn’t need to talk to be at peace. I feel the love. I will write to him.

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      • A says:

        UPDATE:
        We had a chat over the phone. And very quickly we connected each other. We were very honest as if we didn´t have any ego between us. We were very transparent. Every word was told from the heart. He told me he always has loved me but he didn´t manage to show that properly to me at that moment. He told me “I love you”. He told me he never was mad at me. He told me he has never felt the same as he felt when we made love. He told me we was about to write me an email to ask me how I was. Everything felt so strange and weird. As if the universe were guiding us. We decided we will stay in each other lives from now on.

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  28. A says:

    I wrote all of this for the people who read these comments. I hope it helps.

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  29. rmbrown89 says:

    I want to thank you for writing this. Up until this very moment I felt like i was crazy, and the things i felt weren’t real. Talking to my friends has become impossible because they have not experienced what i have experienced. Now that I have read this, i no longer need confirmation or their acceptance of my experiences. I do have a question though pertaining to the Kundalini. I felt the exact symptoms you described when the kundalini reaches in the heart, and this was felt while my twin flame and I were intimate. My question is, did he feel that energy too? was that part of our kundalini awakened at the same time in that moment?

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