For my Twin
You can take all the time you need to navigate our Union with honor.
You can take all the space you need to bring a fresh perspective to our Union.
You can take all the opportunities life presents, in any form, to amass the information essential to spiral-up our Union. [extracts from the blog)
Last summer, as I dabbled between surrender and illumination, I suddenly came into the realisation that I had been the runner all along; something I had blamed him for for YEARS!! Yes, he may have avoided me, however I was the one who erased him from my life totally for 3 years. I hung my head in shame as I realised just how I had failed to see that despite all his fears and choices that took him away from me (I thought), he had always kept showing up for me & us – and he kept doing so. There are no words to describe how sorry I felt, and also, the relief I got from realising that he had forgiven me and that I could forgive myself too.. It was all for a higher purpose, after all..
The Twin Flames journey never ceases to amaze me. The stage I’m in right now I affectionately call ‘the humbling.’ It’s not the first time I’ve been humbled by my Union and I don’t expect it will be the last (but I’m crossing my fingers, toes & eyes anyway).
One of my recent humbling realizations on the Twin Flame journey was that as long as I could point the finger at my Twin for being the runner, I wasn’t able to see my own tendency to run. Me? The runner? NEVER! It was HIM!
If he’d only turn and face me fully, acknowledge the Union, step into our original agreement (or whatever other creative way my mind wanted to make him wrong), then we could rock this adventure.
Blaming him for being the ‘runner’… ugh… so tiresome and so small…
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